Chapters (106)
- Introduction
- Prologue-1961...
- PART I: The Mystery of the Garden-Summer, 1937
- 1 Among the Elite
- 2 Conversation on the Lawn
- 3 Baron Heinrich von Dortmann
- 4 The Opportunist
- 5 The Estate von Dortmann
- 6 Silent Witness
- 7 Der Frühlingsgarten
- 8 The Mystery of the Garden
- 9 Inner Storms
- 10 Low Advancement
- PART II: The Mystery of the Kingdom-Midsummer, 1937
- 11 Guests in the Country
- 12 A Morning in the Garden
- 13 Woods and Countryside
- 14 House of Intrigue
- 15 Prayer for an Aging Saint
- 16 The Tour Continues
- 17 Old-Fashioned Farm Work
- 18 Change of Plans
- 19 A Visitor
- 20 The Invalid
- 21 The Mothers
- 22 Infiltrating the Brotherhood
- 23 Husband and Wife
- 24 Noises and Dungeons
- 25 The Hidden Passageway
- 26 Mystery of the Kingdom
- 27 A Father to Call Father
- PART III: The Mystery of the Fellowship-Fall, 1937
- 28 Finkenwalde
- 29 Private Scheme
- 30 A Most Difficult Question
- 31 A Fateful Call
- 32 Bonhoeffer at Lebenshaus
- 33 Curious Proceedings
- 34 Neighboring Visit
- 35 Suspicious Inquiry
- 36 Exchange of Letters
- 37 Fateful Decisions
- 38 Irregular Correspondence
- PART IV: The Mystery of the Dungeon-1939
- 39 Approach to Conflict
- 40 Frustrated Vendetta
- 41 Tightening the Squeeze
- 42 Another Invitation
- 43 The Party
- 44 Light and Darkness
- 45 Renewed Friendship
- 46 Outburst
- 47 A Talk on Anger
- 48 The Red of the Rose
- 49 The Three Parents
- 50 Corridors High and Low
- 51 In the Harvest Field
- 52 Old Eppie's Tale
- 53 The Coming of War
- 54 Heart-Wrenching Offer
- 55 Testimony of Urgency
- 56 Parting
- 57 Prayer for Direction
- 58 Clandestine Assignment
- PART V: The Mystery of Lebenshaus-1942
- 59 Darkness over the Land
- 60 Nighttime Vigil
- 61 Gestapo Schemes
- 62 Flight in the Night
- 63 Savage Search
- 64 Tomb of Safety
- 65 Night of Death
- 66 The Network
- 67 Reunion
- 68 Wilderness Wandering
- 69 Even the Petals Have Fragrance
- 70 A Morning in the Garden
- 71 Life at Lebenshaus
- 72 Clues Leading South
- 73 The Dungeon
- 74 Hidden Workroom
- PART VI: The Mystery of Sacrifice-1944
- 75 The House of Schmundt
- 76 The Holy Box
- 77 The Baron and the Rabbi
- 78 North Again!
- 79 Another Visit
- 80 Suspicions
- 81 A Stranger
- 82 The Three Girls
- 83 God's Handmaidens
- 84 Gustav Visits
- 85 Gustav Makes a Discovery
- 86 Somewhere in Poland
- 87 Heinrich and Marion
- 88 Last Night at Lebenshaus
- 89 Betrayal
- 90 The Passover Seder
- 91 Unpleasant Thoughts
- 92 The Communion Supper
- 93 Evil Approach
- 94 Angel of Death
- 95 Sacrifice
- 96 Freedom
- Epilogue
- Note on Dietrich Bonhoeffer
She wished they could go to the balcony first, but that would be too dangerous. The roof could be seen for a great distance. There might already be workmen out somewhere in the nearby countryside. It seemed everyone was suspicious these days, thought Sabina as they made their way down through the dark corridors and out into the courtyard, which now showed the grey of early morning.
The two sisters had not been outside, and had scarcely been near a window, since the night they had arrived at Lebenshaus. Now in their first moments outside they relished drinking in the feel and smell of the crisp morning air. It was damp with dew, containing a refreshing chill that foretold a beautifully warm day of early September.
Knowing they had to take care to be quiet, each in her own way gave expression to the emotions inside.
Sabina threw up her arms and spun around. “Isn’t it wonderful?” she said softly. Both girls watched her abandoned dance of delight, then, both in the same instant, followed Sabina’s lead, shedding for the moment the heaviness of the past years’ fearful hiding.
Suddenly children again, they giggled and ran about, rejoicing in the freedom of being outside.
Sabina led the way, running, down into the garden, and began showing them all her favorite spots. Indeed, it seemed every nook had its favorite features for some uniqueness all its own. Many blossoms still filled the rosebushes from their second blooming, and hundreds of additional fall flowers were now coming into the profusion of their reds, oranges, and yellows.
The time passed quickly. Soon the eastern horizon began to brighten and Sabina knew they must presently return to the house. She took them into her mother’s special place.
“Sit here with me a moment before we have to go back in,” she said in a hushed tone.
The three girls crowded together on the bench. Sabina said nothing more, wanting to see if they would notice the peculiarities of this particular location. A subdued quiet fell over them all.
Ursula was the first to speak.
“Look, Gisela, a fig tree.”
“I thought so,” said her sister, who then rose, leaving the bench. A few paces away she stooped to one knee. “And look here—it’s parsley. Did you know,” she added, glancing back up at Sabina, “that parsley is the bitter herb we use on the Seder plate at Passover?”
“Yes, I did know that,” answered Sabina. “How about this plant… do you know it?”
As she spoke, Sabina now left the bench, sunk to her knees beside Gisela, and pointed to some bright orange flowers. “See what is left after the blooms are spent?” she added, reaching out and breaking off a pointed green pod. With the tips of her fingers she broke it open, and both girls exclaimed in recognition of the tiny black contents inside.