Back The Edge of Us
Chapters (45)
  1. Contents
  2. chapter one
  3. chapter two
  4. chapter three
  5. chapter four
  6. chapter five
  7. chapter six
  8. chapter seven
  9. chapter eight
  10. chapter nine
  11. chapter ten
  12. chapter eleven
  13. chapter twelve
  14. chapter thirteen
  15. chapter fourteen
  16. chapter fifteen
  17. chapter sixteen
  18. chapter seventeen
  19. chapter eighteen
  20. chapter nineteen
  21. chapter twenty
  22. chapter twenty-one
  23. chapter twenty-two
  24. chapter twenty-three
  25. chapter twenty-four
  26. chapter twenty-five
  27. chapter twenty-six
  28. chapter twenty-seven
  29. chapter twenty-eight
  30. chapter twenty-nine
  31. chapter thirty
  32. chapter thirty-one
  33. chapter thirty-two
  34. chapter thirty-three
  35. chapter thirty-four
  36. chapter thirty-five
  37. chapter thirty-six
  38. chapter thirty-seven
  39. chapter thirty-eight
  40. chapter thirty-nine
  41. epilogue
  42. other books by jamie mcguire
  43. about the author
  44. acknowledgements
  45. out of the woods

“They’ve seen me naked. You know when I get shot, they can’t extract the bullet with my clothes on? Crazy, I know.” I unbuttoned then unzipped my jeans. “Look.”

He turned.

I peeled back one side of the denim, revealing a round scar a few inches interior of my hip bone and as many inches above my pelvic bone. “Trex dug that one out. Just missed my ovary, not that I’m happy about it.”

Zeke showed me his forearm. “Burning branch fell on me. A big one.”

I turned, showing him my side with a thick horizontal scar. “My first deployment. Haji had a knife. I let him get the jump on me. Stupid.”

“Looks like it went deep.”

I laughed. “Little shit tried to filet me.”

He turned around, struggling to point to a jagged scar in the middle of his back. “Slipped down a ravine during a rainstorm. Whatever created this scar broke my fall. I actually hung there for a while until my skin ripped and…” He hesitated.

“What?” I asked.

“I don’t know. I had an entire train of thought just then. I was going to stop because the details were gory, but I decided you’ve probably seen worse.”

“I have,” I said. I reached out, mindlessly running my finger along the sharp curves and the equidistant dots on each side from the stitches. Zeke tensed, looking back at my hand touching his skin.

“Sorry,” I said, stepping back.

“No … it’s … it’s okay. I don’t mind.”

“What about that one?” I asked, pointing to his shoulder.

His cheeks flushed. “My brother shot me with a bb gun when I was fourteen.”

I covered my mouth, trying not to laugh.

“Yeah, yeah…” he said. “Go ahead and laugh.”

“Well, we both have scars from GSWs.”

“Very funny,” he said, poking at me.

I caught his wrist, and he smiled, trying again.

“Don’t,” I playfully warned. I could tell by the look on his face his curiosity was outweighing common sense. “The answer is no. You won’t best me in hand-to-hand,” I said.

“What if I just want to wrestle? If I pin you, does that count as winning?”

“You won’t pin me,” I said.

Zeke poked at me again then tried to wriggle out of my grasp. He tried to overpower me by using his body to make moves I knew he’d make before he made them.

“Damn it!” he yelled, both hands secured behind his back. “How do you know?”

I laughed. “How did you know the fire would turn? It’s what I do. I live and breathe this shit.”

His smile faded. We were close, my backside against the dryer, our shirts still making a calming, rhythmic sound, the smell of fabric softener in the air.