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  1. CONTENTS
  2. Homeless
  3. The Boardinghouse
  4. Ehringhaus
  5. Boxes
  6. After Dark
  7. Heart Line
  8. AUGUST
  9. SEPTEMBER
  10. OCTOBER
  11. NOVEMBER
  12. DECEMBER
  13. JANUARY
  14. FEBRUARY
  15. MARCH AND APRIL
  16. First Night
  17. Odd Job
  18. Ambiguous
  19. African Violet
  20. I, Claudius
  21. That Obscure Object
  22. Brainhead
  23. Architecture
  24. Long Distance
  25. Best of Times
  26. Turtletrack
  27. Hospital Bed
  28. Wife and Husband
  29. Nina
  30. An Elegy
  31. Fall
  32. JULY
  33. AUGUST
  34. SEPTEMBER
  35. OCTOBER
  36. Some Meetings
  37. Then in Rain
  38. Beat Duke
  39. He’s Not Here
  40. The Brooch
  41. Mrs. Delacy
  42. Minette
  43. One Sunset
  44. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  45. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  46. SOME NOTES ON THIS BOOK’S PRODUCTION

“That’s because he doesn’t live here,” said Miss Dee. “His friend Ronny does.”

Seeing her so bright, in the company of Clara, who took so much trouble to look colorful and put-together (in spite of the rather heavy coat)—and even Miss Dee wearing a crisp dress with silver buttons—he understood them, just for a moment, more exactly as they were: two flickering beings, alive as anything, moving at a distance of a different type. It was so easy to think of her, and maybe both of them, as faded and lonely. But as Miss Dee said to Clara, “Stop this flirting with the young men, Clara, it won’t get you anywhere,” he could see the whole woman in her expression, in her grin at her joke.

“I think it’s a shame to be so old,” said Clara, and laughed, and reached for the sherry bottle.

“You ladies aren’t old, you’re fully ripened,” Ronny said. They looked at him for a moment, and so did Ben, and they burst out laughing.

“Can’t get much riper,” said Miss Dee. “Right about to fall off the tree.”

“Well, me oh my, I am sure glad this bottle is not empty.”

“If you don’t take that coat off, you’re going to start sweating after all this sherry.”

“Oh, leave me alone, Alberta. You know I’m cold natured.”

“You look like you’re going on a trip,” said Miss Dee to Ronny; she was seeing his bag, of course, and he fidgeted and Ben said, “Yes, ma’am, he’s coming to my house for a visit. We’re old friends like that.”

“Did you lock your room?”

Ronny said, “Yes, ma’am.”

“Well, you boys have a good time.”

“And you ladies keep yourselves under control.” Ben patted Clara on the back and they tittered, and as the boys walked out of the house they could hear the talking resume, the clinking of glasses in the kitchen, a burst of laughter, and outside the spring day, the smell of the jessamine along the side fence, two birds darting back and forth, chasing each other in the air.

On the way to the car, Ben walked fast, looking brighter today, as if he had a slight glow. “Did you notice I got rid of the beer cans and made that filthy bed?”

“No, I didn’t even think about it. Man. You’re domestic. Thank you.”

Ben was grinning in that lopsided way. “Careful. You don’t want me to crack you on the head.”

“You might give me amnesia, you know, like on a soap opera. Then who would do your homework?”

“Fuck you.”

This time Ben had parked in the driveway, the car gleaming and clean. Seeing it in daylight, anybody could see the care Ben took to maintain it, the chrome polished, the body waxed, the vinyl roof gleaming. Bags carefully packed in the boot. “You name your car?”

Ben gave him a shove, an excuse to touch. “Don’t be stupid. Who names a car?”

“I would.”

“Well, you’re special.”