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  1. CONTENTS
  2. Homeless
  3. The Boardinghouse
  4. Ehringhaus
  5. Boxes
  6. After Dark
  7. Heart Line
  8. AUGUST
  9. SEPTEMBER
  10. OCTOBER
  11. NOVEMBER
  12. DECEMBER
  13. JANUARY
  14. FEBRUARY
  15. MARCH AND APRIL
  16. First Night
  17. Odd Job
  18. Ambiguous
  19. African Violet
  20. I, Claudius
  21. That Obscure Object
  22. Brainhead
  23. Architecture
  24. Long Distance
  25. Best of Times
  26. Turtletrack
  27. Hospital Bed
  28. Wife and Husband
  29. Nina
  30. An Elegy
  31. Fall
  32. JULY
  33. AUGUST
  34. SEPTEMBER
  35. OCTOBER
  36. Some Meetings
  37. Then in Rain
  38. Beat Duke
  39. He’s Not Here
  40. The Brooch
  41. Mrs. Delacy
  42. Minette
  43. One Sunset
  44. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  45. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  46. SOME NOTES ON THIS BOOK’S PRODUCTION

“Man.”

“I just wish you were fucking me right now,” Ronny said.

“Oh, you bitch. Don’t even bring that shit up.”

“I can’t help it.”

“You fucking cunt.”

“Man,” Ronny said.

“I would tear you up if I could get through this phone right now for bringing that shit up when I can’t do anything about it.”

Ronny laughed. After a minute Ben did, too. “I may need to get in a shower,” Ben said.

“Okay. We have to change the subject or I have to get off the phone. I’m in public.”

“Right. But nobody’s there.”

“The security people are.”

“You got no guts.”

“Like you’re any different standing there with Jen waiting right outside the room.”

“You hit that on the fucking head,” he said. “Tomorrow. On time this time.”

“But what about the beach?”

“Can’t. I already told Jen. I can’t leave Mom.”

Petty and wrong, but satisfying, to contemplate the fact that there would be no beach trip for Jennifer. He walked home very pleased.

In the afternoon on Sunday Ronny caught Sheila upstairs standing in the door of Jamal’s bedroom. When she saw him her eyes grew very wide. “Miss Dee’s not here,” Sheila said, quickly. “Besides, I can come upstairs, I just can’t go in the room.”

The lower part of Jamal’s belly was drooping over his jeans and there was a dark smattering of hair along the skin. He was carrying a can of beer and half a hamburger. He smirked at Ronny and kept chewing, leaning against the door.

“You trying to pretend you haven’t been in that room with that young man, miss? Do you think I was born this morning?”

Sheila hung her head and poked out her lower lip. “My mama would be so ashamed.”

“You guys keep my secret and I keep yours. Deal?”

She grinned at him. Her skin had such a brightness, really beautiful, Ronny thought, like milk. Her body looked ripe and had a sheen, a softness like light, all along it. “You have a secret?”

“I thought I was hearing somebody over there,” Jamal said, between bites.

Sheila hopped up and down a couple of times and made fists. “Ooh. Tell!”

“Oh, no. Why spoil the mystery?”

“That’s not fair at all.”

“The better part of valor, you know.” When she looked puzzled, he went on. “Discretion.”

She was wearing a tube top with what looked like pizza stain crusted on it near the seam. Flaking away the stain with her fingernails, not the least bit self-conscious. “You can trust us. Well, you can’t really trust Jamal. But you can trust me.”

The idea that he had a secret pleased Ronny no end. But at the same time he worried what he might reveal. “I’ve just had a friend here studying with me a couple of nights.”

“Unless you were studying professional wrestling,” Jamal said, “I have to cast aspersions on your veracity. That was not studying.”

Ronny looked at the guy, impressed. “Nice.”