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  1. CONTENTS
  2. Homeless
  3. The Boardinghouse
  4. Ehringhaus
  5. Boxes
  6. After Dark
  7. Heart Line
  8. AUGUST
  9. SEPTEMBER
  10. OCTOBER
  11. NOVEMBER
  12. DECEMBER
  13. JANUARY
  14. FEBRUARY
  15. MARCH AND APRIL
  16. First Night
  17. Odd Job
  18. Ambiguous
  19. African Violet
  20. I, Claudius
  21. That Obscure Object
  22. Brainhead
  23. Architecture
  24. Long Distance
  25. Best of Times
  26. Turtletrack
  27. Hospital Bed
  28. Wife and Husband
  29. Nina
  30. An Elegy
  31. Fall
  32. JULY
  33. AUGUST
  34. SEPTEMBER
  35. OCTOBER
  36. Some Meetings
  37. Then in Rain
  38. Beat Duke
  39. He’s Not Here
  40. The Brooch
  41. Mrs. Delacy
  42. Minette
  43. One Sunset
  44. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  45. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  46. SOME NOTES ON THIS BOOK’S PRODUCTION

“Right.” Hanging his head, pausing at the stone canopy leading into the library. That burn rose inside him, visible, the sense that he was about to break something, or punch somebody. But it was in check at the moment. He said, “We don’t need to go in there.”

“Yes, we do.”

“No we don’t.” He showed his notebook, waved the pages at Ronny. “I already did the crap. Three sources, all that stuff.” Gritting his teeth, working his jaw, gripping his books like he wanted to hurl them into the shrubbery. Ronny looked Ben in the eye.

“Then what’s going on? You look like you want to choke somebody.”

Shrugged, rubbed the toe of his shoes on the bricks. “Just practice today. Sick of working like this knowing I’ll be on the sidelines.”

Nothing to say about that. “You’re getting your grades up. That’s something.”

“Yeah. My ma is loving it.”

“Is she?”

“You want to walk somewhere, sit for a while?”

They ambled away toward Carroll Hall, fewer people out that way. Near the old Playmaker’s Theater they headed onto the lawns, found a bench near there, and sat. “Kathy have anything to say?”

“Not much. She likes The Seven-Per-Cent Solution.”

“Maybe we could go see it. Maybe Sunday.”

“You’ll have a new girl by Sunday,” Ronny said.

“Shithead.”

“Well, you will. Probably.”

“Okay. Be a shit.”

“If you don’t get lucky by then I’ll be glad to go with you.”

The bench was near a streetlight, and wide enough that they kept apart. Ben spread his legs as if he meant to take up the maximum room possible, leaned back his head, closed his eyes. “You won’t believe what the guys did for the State game.” N.C. State was a rivalry that everybody talked about, Carolina played them on Saturday. “Shaved their heads. They look like idiots.”

“What? Why? What does that have to do with anything?”

“Getting psyched,” he said. “Guess they figure they need it.”

“What about you?”

“I don’t need that kind of shit. And I can’t play anyway.” Sullen again. “My ma is glad about it, that’s what gets me. She never wanted me to do football in college anyway. My dad is pouting because she won’t come to any games.”

“They getting along all right?”

“Sounds like it. Won’t be coming here this weekend, though. So we can see that movie.”

“Yeah, well. Did Tate shave his head?”

“Oh you know it. Looks like an egg. He kept that stupid little mustache, though.”

“You really did your research already, you’re not kidding.”

Ben passed Ronny the notebook, showed him the notes and the sources. “Somebody told you I don’t have a brain but she was wrong.”

“What do you mean?”

“Never mind.”

“Kathy never said anything like that.”

“Well, she thought it. Come on.” He stood, shook out his hair, chuckled as he ran his hands through it. Just like that his mood had brightened. “I still got my curls.”

“So you miss Kathy, do you?”