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  1. CONTENTS
  2. Homeless
  3. The Boardinghouse
  4. Ehringhaus
  5. Boxes
  6. After Dark
  7. Heart Line
  8. AUGUST
  9. SEPTEMBER
  10. OCTOBER
  11. NOVEMBER
  12. DECEMBER
  13. JANUARY
  14. FEBRUARY
  15. MARCH AND APRIL
  16. First Night
  17. Odd Job
  18. Ambiguous
  19. African Violet
  20. I, Claudius
  21. That Obscure Object
  22. Brainhead
  23. Architecture
  24. Long Distance
  25. Best of Times
  26. Turtletrack
  27. Hospital Bed
  28. Wife and Husband
  29. Nina
  30. An Elegy
  31. Fall
  32. JULY
  33. AUGUST
  34. SEPTEMBER
  35. OCTOBER
  36. Some Meetings
  37. Then in Rain
  38. Beat Duke
  39. He’s Not Here
  40. The Brooch
  41. Mrs. Delacy
  42. Minette
  43. One Sunset
  44. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  45. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  46. SOME NOTES ON THIS BOOK’S PRODUCTION

On the balcony two lacrosse players were hurling water balloons at each other, and sometimes at people who passed by on the ground five floors below. They hooted and hollered when they hit somebody or when the splash was particularly big. Ronny listened. He avoided the water bombardiers by heading in the opposite direction along the balcony while they were filling more balloons. He found Sheria in her room on the women’s side of the building. She was perched on her bed, her head wrapped in a bright African print; while she listened to jazz she painted her nails.

She said, “You ignored me when I was sunbathing the other day. People are not allowed to ignore me. Weren’t you proud of me that I was outside? You know I don’t like the outdoors.”

“Well, I was shocked, I admit. You are absolutely glowing with vitamin D, by the way.”

“Oh, I know.” She threw back her head and laughed again, eyes glittering in a way that looked either happy or manic. Early in the year he had caught her with shallow cuts on her wrist. She had refused to admit she had them but the fact that he tried to talk to her that day had deepened their friendship. Today she was all right, as far as he could tell. Her friend Sara stuck her head in the door and said hello.

“When are you out of here?” Sara asked.

“I’m leaving the dorm today. Not leaving town, though.” He told the story quickly, and they were appropriately commiserative, especially Sheria, who had heard stories about his mother before. “So I found a room in a house on Cameron. It’s barely the size of a telephone booth but I rented it anyway.”

“Oh, lord,” said Sheria. “That’s not very smart.”

“Beggars and choosers, you know.”

Sara said, “You’ll miss the last party.”

“There’s a party?”

“I’m sure there is.”

Sheria said, “There’s always a party. But we’ll be sure to tell you about it in the fall.”

Sara disappeared into her room and Ronny leaned against the door frame. Sheria sat with her air of feverish stillness, one leg crossed under her, dipping the brush into the nail polish. He felt a rush of something, a feeling he could not quite name. “So, you’re going home to Raleigh this summer, I guess.”

“Oh, yes. To my own dear mother.” She allowed her smile to fade and said, “Look, Ronny. It’s all going to be fine. You know? We’re both going to be all right.”

“Why do you say that?”

“Because you look like you need me to say something and that’s the best I can come up with.”

He hugged her awkwardly, feeling the heat off her skin, the light layer of sweat.

“Keep it real, okay? Like I do.” She laughed again, without the honk sound, but with such delight. As if the moment of sober assurance had not happened.

“I’ll see you this fall,” he said. Walking away, out the door and past her open window, watching the print of her blouse through the screen, Sara already in the room with her again, the two of them chattering and laughing.