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  1. CONTENTS
  2. Homeless
  3. The Boardinghouse
  4. Ehringhaus
  5. Boxes
  6. After Dark
  7. Heart Line
  8. AUGUST
  9. SEPTEMBER
  10. OCTOBER
  11. NOVEMBER
  12. DECEMBER
  13. JANUARY
  14. FEBRUARY
  15. MARCH AND APRIL
  16. First Night
  17. Odd Job
  18. Ambiguous
  19. African Violet
  20. I, Claudius
  21. That Obscure Object
  22. Brainhead
  23. Architecture
  24. Long Distance
  25. Best of Times
  26. Turtletrack
  27. Hospital Bed
  28. Wife and Husband
  29. Nina
  30. An Elegy
  31. Fall
  32. JULY
  33. AUGUST
  34. SEPTEMBER
  35. OCTOBER
  36. Some Meetings
  37. Then in Rain
  38. Beat Duke
  39. He’s Not Here
  40. The Brooch
  41. Mrs. Delacy
  42. Minette
  43. One Sunset
  44. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  45. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  46. SOME NOTES ON THIS BOOK’S PRODUCTION

“Crimes?”

“These are their true inner selves.” Smirking, tossing Leather Barbie back on the shelf.

They went downstairs again, sitting outside the sliding glass doors in the fresh air. Mrs. Nickelsen was still resting. Ben came up from the basement, sweaty, his body gleaming, tee shirt sticking to him; he said hello to Nina and they talked in hushed voices, to keep from waking their mother. She asked him what had happened to him that he brought home a decent person for a friend. He smirked and asked her whether she had any friends or if she still hid in her apartment all day. She threw a little rock at him. He ran upstairs.

“You want to teach this stuff you’re studying?” Ronny asked.

“Maybe. Maybe go into politics. Maybe go to law school when I get done with my women’s studies degree. I’m not in a hurry.”

“Law school for me, too. Or else I want to work for a newspaper.”

“It sounds like fun to me, being somebody’s advocate in a court, or whatever. Knowing how the law works.”

“My ma always wanted me to be a doctor.”

“Mine used to say that to me, too, that I was smart enough to be a doctor and it was getting to where a woman could be one if she wanted to.”

“Good that she pushed you some.”

She was getting a little irritated again and frowned. “You know, you kind of overdo this find-the-virtue thing.”

“She didn’t try to make you settle down and get married, right?”

Nina nodded, considering. “I guess she never nagged at either me or Ben that way, that I remember. It was more neat-freak stuff than anything else around here. And general worship of Ben.”

“Obnoxious?”

“Please. Try being the big sister of a football hero. You don’t even get to do the hero worship or sneak peeks at him in the shower, like the little sister would do.” She got out a pack of cigarettes and lit one. “At least I was old enough that we were only in school together one year.”

“How were you guys before that?”

She shrugged. “We were mostly fine. We still are. He knows I don’t give a fuck about football. Mom doesn’t like it either, much, but she adores her son. But then he started dating these godawful girls that never used their head for anything but a makeup display.” She was quiet, shaking her head. “Things calmed down when I went to college, anyway. I like him better now. The family kind of shut down this last couple of years. I don’t know. Maybe Mom was getting sick and running out of energy. Or maybe it was both of us kids being gone from home.”

“Seems like he goes to see you pretty often.”

“We’re so close together, why wouldn’t he? He’s my bud, even if he is an ape.”

She got up to look at her mom, then came back and whispered, “I’m going upstairs to talk to Ben a minute, okay? You sit with her?”