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  1. CONTENTS
  2. Homeless
  3. The Boardinghouse
  4. Ehringhaus
  5. Boxes
  6. After Dark
  7. Heart Line
  8. AUGUST
  9. SEPTEMBER
  10. OCTOBER
  11. NOVEMBER
  12. DECEMBER
  13. JANUARY
  14. FEBRUARY
  15. MARCH AND APRIL
  16. First Night
  17. Odd Job
  18. Ambiguous
  19. African Violet
  20. I, Claudius
  21. That Obscure Object
  22. Brainhead
  23. Architecture
  24. Long Distance
  25. Best of Times
  26. Turtletrack
  27. Hospital Bed
  28. Wife and Husband
  29. Nina
  30. An Elegy
  31. Fall
  32. JULY
  33. AUGUST
  34. SEPTEMBER
  35. OCTOBER
  36. Some Meetings
  37. Then in Rain
  38. Beat Duke
  39. He’s Not Here
  40. The Brooch
  41. Mrs. Delacy
  42. Minette
  43. One Sunset
  44. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  45. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  46. SOME NOTES ON THIS BOOK’S PRODUCTION

Even that short trip into town yielded lore. There had been a big lumber mill here once, connected with a basket factory across the state line in Murfreesboro; a lot of people worked there until it burned down in the early sixties. A tobacco market had closed around the same time, and the town drifted into decline. Main routes of traffic had bypassed the village around the same era, and this part of Virginia never had much to offer as destination, anyway, being close to swamps, bordering the part of North Carolina where Quakers had settled, along Albemarle Sound. Since there were no big towns nearby, Turtletrack had taken on an isolated, ghostly feeling, storefronts boarded up or empty on the central streets, forlorn lines of rusty parking meters, traffic lights that blinked yellow over empty intersections. The little commerce that remained had moved to the outskirts of town. Ben told him about some of this. He had some nostalgia for his home, maybe some pride. Growing up here had been easy, he said, except for family stuff. He and his buddies played without fear in the yards and in the woods; nobody supervised them much. Now it was different. People had started to lock their doors, hover over their children like they were precious butterflies. He said this with a mocking smile. “I don’t like kids much.”

“Yeah. Same.”

“Then let’s don’t have any,” Ben said, and chortled, enjoying his own joke, slapping Ronny on the back.

Ben went for a run in the afternoon, lifted weights in the basement. Mrs. Nickelsen had a spell of nausea and went back to bed. Nina worked around the house with Ronny, dusting, cleaning her parents’ bathroom and bedroom. She was silent while she was working, answering any question put to her but otherwise focused on the work. Cleaning was not something she cared to do, she said, and at moments she appeared irritated and indifferent. Later, when they went to her room to take a break, she showed no sign of reserve at all. She sat cross-legged on the bed and Ronny pulled off his shoes and joined her. She shifted a strand of hair that was hanging down in front of her face to behind her ear. “Man. I haven’t played maid in a long time.”

“It’s kind of fun.”

She looked at him a bit sharply. “What are you, Pollyanna or something?”

Ronny giggled. “Well, I don’t really like scrubbing toilets, that’s true.”

“I always got stuck with the housework because I was the girl. I don’t think Ben even knows how you use a sponge.” She was tearing up buds of pot on a tray, the smell pungent. “I don’t know why I’m doing this, I don’t want to smoke right now.”

“Me either, not while I have to face your folks.”

“I just fall asleep.” But she went on cleaning the stuff, separating seeds from leaf. “We can have a joint when my folks go to bed. Ben wanted me to bring some.” She was watching him, studying his clothes and hair; Ronny felt her gaze move from one part of him to another. “You’re so skinny.”