Back The Deal Goes Down
Chapters (55)
  1. Cover
  2. Other Titles
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  43. CHAPTER FORTY
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  55. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

It was just us in that oversize house. No mourners, no police, no guests, no children, no housekeepers, no cleaners. I did wonder where Madelaine’s and Mick’s two children might be. You’d expect them to be home, for comfort, to mourn, to be reassured that their lives would somehow remain safe and secure, forty-eight hours after their father had died. But they weren’t. Where they might be and why didn’t come up in the conversation.

“This feels so good,” Madelaine said.

I should have held my tongue, but I said, “Your husband dead feels good?”

Elizabeth said, “You have to understand this.”

After a sudden pull from her drink, Madelaine said, “I know it sounds wrong. I’m not heartless. I’m a good person. Not a bad person.”

“If you were a woman, you’d understand,” Elizabeth said, stepping up to an invisible lectern, to lecture me, her class of one.

“Of course,” I said.

“Violence, violence is the essence. Force, force is the issue. We used to be called ‘the weaker sex.’ And most men are physically bigger than most women and physically stronger and more willing to be violent. That’s the foundation, the bottom line, of everything that keeps women down, that made us second-class citizens, chattel, lower versions of humanity.”

“It hurts,” Madelaine said plaintively. Having finished her drink, she wandered inside to replenish.

“Yes,” Elizabeth said. “It hurts. It creates pain. Women are maimed. Often physically. If not physically, emotionally. In terms of their self-esteem, their self-worth. Men don’t see women as people. They’re objects.”

“Hey,” I said. A minor defensive reflex.

“OK, most men,” Elizabeth said, dismissing it as a quibble. “Objects. Sometimes decorative. To show off. Trophy wives.”

Madelaine came back in time to hear that. She certainly didn’t seem offended. If anything, she stood up a little straighter, and her next few steps had a bit of strut in them.

“Sometimes as unpaid servants. Cook, clean, take care of the children, of his clothes, his schedule, his house, his lawn…”

I looked around. I was reasonably certain that Madelaine didn’t mow the lawn. Or clean the house, or cook, unless she chose to, or even do a lot of child care.