Chapters (55)
- Cover
- Other Titles
- Dedication
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FIFTY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
The raving madness had left me. I expect it was because I had made the decision not to commit murder. I felt good. Even cleansed. The way you do after a fever has passed through you, the sweat pulling the poisons out, and you’ve woken up the next morning and showered them away.
I wasn’t going to walk away either.
Microchips are binary. People aren’t. There’s lots of room between yes and no, either and or. There had to be ways to divert a significant portion of Mick’s mega-millions to Madelaine even if he stayed alive, and there had to be some point at which Madelaine and Elizabeth would be satisfied short of his demise. I had several ideas circling round as the drops splashed on the car’s roof and windows. It was a chilly night out there. The leaves were coming down. Over on my side of the river and up in the hills they were almost all gone, the trees gone stark and bare. The weather report was warning of freezing rain at higher elevations.
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Allison came back in about the time she’d promised, holding a jacket over her head to shield herself from the rain. She’d changed from her jeans, hoodie, and cross-trainers. She had a short skirt. Not sluttishly short, but one that looked short because her legs were so long. She had a nice white blouse. It wasn’t tight, but whatever the fabric it was made from, it draped to her shape. It, too, was short. Not so short that there was a gap between it and the top of her skirt, but just short enough that you’d be certain that if she moved a certain way, stretched, reached for something on a high shelf, twisted, then, yes, there would a gap and flesh would be revealed. I had to give her credit. She was very good, so far, at what she did. She could tell that I thought so.
“Do you want to be an actor?” I asked her.
“No,” she said, quite definitively.
“You seem to like being a character, the details, the costumes.” I pointed at her girlish backpack. “Even the props.”
“I love acting,” she said. “But not as a made-up character in a movie. In reality. Not like reality TV, which is bullshit. In real reality. Isn’t it weird that we have to say that now? In a life. Like whatever it is I’m doing tonight.”