Back The Deal Goes Down
Chapters (55)
  1. Cover
  2. Other Titles
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  43. CHAPTER FORTY
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  55. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Three minutes used to be the standard length of a pop song, but I’d never heard one that seemed this long.

Another team was next. Three young gay men of Asian ancestry, a Vietnamese, a Chinese, and a Malaysian who was also Muslim. They had it tough. They declaimed, shrieked, squawked, and ululated.

The MC announced the next poet as Phryne Impiety. Her hair was darker and shinier than Cadillac’s raven black. It was thick and straight. Her lips were also black, but less so. Her makeup was intense. Her midriff was bare. A glittery dangle hung down from her navel. I braced myself for another three minutes of stress and tried to remember breathing exercises.

There were microphones on stage. They were working. This girl, Phryne, seemed to be the first to realize that electronics amplified even a whisper. She didn’t have to yell. She began her recitation at a normal, even playful, conversational level. What a relief it was.

A floozy, a doxie, a harlot, a tart.

Such exciting words, they’ll do for a start.

Only her voice made me recognize Allison.

A bawd, a hussy, streetwalker, a jade

when men with money want to get laid.

A fresh sugar baby, a kept woman, a mistress.

Whatever you want, a website will list us.

What had she done, I wondered, swallowed a thesaurus? Then it was as if she’d answered my thought.

I’ve swallowed the thesaurus a lot more than semen.

It’s synonyms and antonyms that set me to dreaming.

I’m an actor, a therapist, wearing masks, playing roles,

not just along for the ride and collecting the tolls.

I’m the girlfriend experience, I’m a sweet jezebel

there’s five stars on Yelp for the coochie I sell.

I was fascinated by her. Probably more than I should have been. She was young, wickedly smart, sharp and funny, impulsive, dangerous, willing to sell herself. I was old, dragged down with ennui, and, I recently discovered, still impulsive and willing to sell myself. Where does that go?

We do Greek and Roman, Swedish and Brit,

Latex and anal, and would you like to be hit.

I’ll wear the catsuit, I’ll break out the lash,

you want what you want, and I want the cash.

Your fille de joie, votre belle chatelaine,

We’ll be priest and penitent, or Tarzan and Jane.

Prostitute is a verb. It’s not just a noun.

Which of you stays pure, with money around?

The audience was confused. Sex workers had huge cred as an oppressed class. But her verses were not about misery, abuse, and terrible suffering. She didn’t yell, rant, or harangue.

There’s more prostituting than there are prostitutes,

watched over by lawyers all dressed up in suits.

Ladies of low virtue, creatures of pleasure

to relish, to savor, to enjoy at your leisure.

In the life, on the street, girl in the game,