Back The Deal Goes Down
Chapters (55)
  1. Cover
  2. Other Titles
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  43. CHAPTER FORTY
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  55. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

This new one sat like a drawing of a princess in a fairy tale. Like a drawing of a Norse goddess, who are always depicted, for reasons unknown, like comic book heroines, two steps even more idealized than women on the covers of bodice-rippers. Freya, conveniently the goddess of love and death.

Two rooms back, I had placed Maddie so that the light abused her. Intimidated. Revealed. Interrogated. This one, whomever she was, had placed herself so that the light gifted her with illuminations, gold that shimmered. I suspected that she always did that, always found the key light, like the old-time movie stars, Garbo, Bergman, Bacall, knew how to do. The other alternative was impossible, that she was such that the light sought her out.

Elizabeth began to tell the woman’s story. Young, beautiful, American, from the Midwest, junior year trip abroad. In Firenze, or Mykonos, or Lake Como, one of those places, maybe Paris, it didn’t matter, it was gilt, gelt, gold, glamour. A man who was immensely, impossibly, wealthy, though significantly older, spotted her. It was enticing. But she wouldn’t be rented or even purchased. Elizabeth didn’t say it that way, but it’s how it sounded when it reached my ears. He proposed. Swept up by it all, she succumbed.

I found Elizabeth’s voice to be harsh. Her tale to be tedious. Hackneyed. Vexatious. Irksome. Nagging. So, apparently, I replaced it. With a song. Unfortunately, the voice singing it in my head was from 1904 or thereabouts and had its own trilling irritations. These are the words it sang, both plaintive and self-righteous:

She’s only a bird in a gilded cage,

A beautiful sight to see.

You might think she’s happy and free from care,

She’s not, though she seems to be.

Her beauty was sold for an old man’s gold,

She’s a bird in a gilded cage.

Her maiden name was Kaylee Biggs Posey.

The man was Russian. A billionaire. An actual billionaire, that’s one thousand millions. Of dollars. Not rubles. The voice in my head sang on.

Her gems were the purest, her gown divine,

And what could a woman want more?

But happiness cannot be bought with gold,

Although she’s a rich man’s bride.

His name was Grigor God Voloshin. God? Yes. That was his middle name. Really. OK.

They had a son. Leo. He was three years old. Pictures of him were passed around. He was cuter than a button. Blond hair, bright blue eyes. A lively, intelligent expression. Playful and boyish. In the photos with his mother, the two appeared to utterly adore each other. But what mother shows pictures of her children looking upon her with anger, hatred, or even plain indifference. Therefore, adoration mandatory.

God could not come to America. Because of the Magnitsky Act.

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