Contents ( 71)
- THE
- DAUGHTER
- MICHELLE FRANCES
- PROLOGUE
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- SIXTY-ONE
- SIXTY-TWO
- SIXTY-THREE
- SIXTY-FOUR
- EPILOGUE
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
THIRTY-FOUR
Sunday, 12 February 2017 – twelve days before the accident
Becky had woken in the night more than once, partly due to the excessive thirst from the alcohol. But after a glass of water, what had stopped her from dropping off again was the guilty, uncomfortable feeling. Adam had sent her a text – four, in fact, since she’d left his flat. She’d enjoyed his company and just a few hours ago had wanted to see him again but now she wasn’t sure. And the fact he was so keen made her feel even less sure. The first message had arrived when she was in the cab: ‘Had a really great night. Text me when you get home safe. X’
It was a lovely sentiment so why did it make her heart fall a little? She felt a flicker of panic, of wanting to create distance. She’d waited to reply until she’d got in the door: ‘Me too. Home now. Pretty knackered so bed for me.’
Almost immediately he’d sent the next text: ‘I’m going to hit the sack too. Wishing you some sweet dreams
’
To which she’d responded: ‘Night. X’. The addition of the kiss had been something of a dilemma. Without had seemed too abrupt, but its inclusion was undeniably borne out of a sense of guilt.
He’d then added: ‘Night to you too. Don’t let the bed bugs bite! XX’
At which, she had to admit, she’d cringed. He must have done the same, as another came pinging in: ‘Sorry! Bit naff.’
Her heart sank again, and she thought that she could safely let him assume she’d fallen asleep, hence justifying her lack of response. His texts betrayed just how much he liked her. She liked him too, just wasn’t sure her feelings for him were as strong, and whether her desire to see him was based on her journalistic hunger to find out what he knew. He was a nice guy and she didn’t want to lead him on.
Now it was the morning after, and Becky lay in bed, her head throbbing, pinned to the mattress by a nausea that intensified if she moved too fast or too upright. She could tell it was morning by the laser beam of sunlight doing its best to slice her head in two as it pierced its way through the crack in the curtains. Need more sleep, her body intoned, and she slowly turned over, pulling the duvet up higher to block out the light and wishing she hadn’t drunk Trixie’s champagne.
She fumbled for her phone on the bedside table, tentatively curious to see if the cold light of day had adjusted Adam’s enthusiasm. There was an unopened text from him. She eyed it warily and was about to read it when her bedroom door opened a crack. Becky quickly pulled the phone under the covers and shut her eyes. It was barely ten, far too early to get up on a Sunday.