Back The Darkness of Others
Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. PART ONE
  6. OKSANA
  7. MELISSA
  8. IMANI
  9. TONYA
  10. IMANI
  11. TONYA
  12. RICK
  13. MELISSA
  14. IMANI
  15. TONYA
  16. RICK
  17. IMANI
  18. TONYA
  19. IMANI
  20. TONYA
  21. IMANI
  22. TONYA
  23. RICK
  24. PART TWO
  25. MELISSA
  26. OKSANA
  27. IMANI
  28. TONYA
  29. IMANI
  30. TONYA
  31. IMANI
  32. TONYA
  33. IMANI
  34. TONYA
  35. IMANI
  36. MELISSA
  37. OKSANA
  38. RICK
  39. TONYA
  40. IMANI
  41. TONYA
  42. IMANI
  43. MELISSA
  44. PART THREE
  45. TONYA
  46. IMANI
  47. TONYA
  48. IMANI
  49. TONYA
  50. IMANI
  51. TONYA
  52. IMANI
  53. MELISSA
  54. TONYA
  55. OKSANA
  56. Acknowledgments
  57. Discover More
  58. About the Author
  59. Also by Cate Holahan
  60. Acclaim for Cate Holahan

Philip waved her inside. Tonya opened the door, her head at a deferential tilt. “I’m sorry again about the plates. I feel—”

“It happens. Your hands were probably frozen.”

Tonya nodded, even though she knew the explanation couldn’t have been further from the truth. Much better for Philip to think she’d been reacting to the temperature than to an overheard call with his wife.

“You should take off. Nobody’s sitting outside in this weather.”

A combination of guilt and hope made Tonya protest. Philip paid ten dollars an hour for showing up. How Tonya earned her real salary was delivering food and drink. “Maybe the after-five crowd—”

“Most folks are working from home, and those in the office are going straight to their families afterward. Go. Spend time with your kid. You’ll get sick hanging out in this cold.”

Philip wasn’t asking; he was telling. There was no disobeying an order from the restaurant’s head. Tonya forced a smile. “Of course. Yes, Chef.”

Her down coat was in the front closet usually reserved for guests. She grabbed it off a hanger and then turned to bid Mike good-bye, only to see the bar unstaffed. Apparently, Philip had told him to kick off as well. Tonya looked toward the cooks for a sign-off nod, but they were either too busy with takeout meals or too mortified by her earlier mistake to acknowledge her departure.

Outside the restaurant was even more empty than the inside. Tonya popped the collar of her coat as she stepped onto the sidewalk, an act less about protecting against the cold than attempting to disappear. Tonya didn’t want to draw any unwanted attention as she commuted home. It was better for a woman in the city to be invisible, she thought. At least it was these days.

The virus had driven the city’s cell-phone-armed social media army behind closed doors. The few folks still out and about often didn’t mean anyone well.

As she marched down 47th Street, Tonya felt that she was hurrying through a postapocalyptic landscape. She kept her head down, mask on, and feet moving forward. Once she hit the subway entrance, she hustled down the stairs, avoiding looking at any of the stragglers on the platform. She stared at her shoes until she could board the F train.