Back The Darkness of Others
Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. PART ONE
  6. OKSANA
  7. MELISSA
  8. IMANI
  9. TONYA
  10. IMANI
  11. TONYA
  12. RICK
  13. MELISSA
  14. IMANI
  15. TONYA
  16. RICK
  17. IMANI
  18. TONYA
  19. IMANI
  20. TONYA
  21. IMANI
  22. TONYA
  23. RICK
  24. PART TWO
  25. MELISSA
  26. OKSANA
  27. IMANI
  28. TONYA
  29. IMANI
  30. TONYA
  31. IMANI
  32. TONYA
  33. IMANI
  34. TONYA
  35. IMANI
  36. MELISSA
  37. OKSANA
  38. RICK
  39. TONYA
  40. IMANI
  41. TONYA
  42. IMANI
  43. MELISSA
  44. PART THREE
  45. TONYA
  46. IMANI
  47. TONYA
  48. IMANI
  49. TONYA
  50. IMANI
  51. TONYA
  52. IMANI
  53. MELISSA
  54. TONYA
  55. OKSANA
  56. Acknowledgments
  57. Discover More
  58. About the Author
  59. Also by Cate Holahan
  60. Acclaim for Cate Holahan

Imani fingered the neck of her cream cashmere sweater, as if the lush fabric were making her itch. As if she, not Philip, had the allergy. “Unfortunately, even the steam from cooked peanuts or peanut products can cause reactions. When Jay was about four or five, he broke out in hives in school. Peanuts weren’t allowed, so I didn’t understand. Turned out that a kid in his class had eaten peanut butter and crackers before school and then held his hand with the oil residue on it. Just like that”—Imani snapped her fingers—“hives all over the back of his hand and wrist. Some on his face too. I guess he touched it after the kid’s hand.”

Tonya forced herself to nod. As a fellow mom, she could understand how scary it was for Imani to pick up a toddler having a full-blown allergic reaction. But Jay was in middle school and older than Layla. Both he and Philip knew not to eat peanuts or go around holding hands with near strangers. Surely she and Layla having a PB&J wasn’t a big deal. Moreover, Tonya had just spent eleven dollars on a case for Layla’s backpack.

“I’ll make sure not to cook this anywhere around him,” Tonya said.

Imani’s brow pinched, finally adding an age-appropriate wrinkle to her smooth brown skin. “I know allergies are a pain. Philip plays his down because he’s in a kitchen. A chef with a food allergy is kind of taboo. But it’s serious.”

Death and cancer were serious, Tonya thought. Losing a job was serious. Getting thrown out of an apartment during a pandemic after your child support was abruptly cut off was serious. A peanut allergy was an annoyance, easily managed by reading packaging and not eating food that she’d already agreed to label.

“Well, I’ll try to avoid buying anything to cook with peanuts. These are all prepackaged in plastic, in the freezer, in a box separated from the other food, which I’ll slap my name on. I don’t need to microwave them. I usually pop them in Layla’s bag for school and let them defrost during the morning session.”

Imani’s eyes narrowed. She held Tonya’s gaze as she placed her phone on the coffee table. “So, Philip tells me you were an actress.”

Tonya examined Imani’s expression. Was her landlord simply switching the subject or fishing for information about her connection with Nate and the scholarship? Or was she being bitchy because of the peanut butter? Imani had used the past tense concerning her prior career, hammering a nail into the coffin of Tonya’s acting profession. Tonya didn’t think of her acting in the past tense. Once an actress, always an actress, she thought, even if twelve years of taking orders instead of auditions had long erased any illusions of her being a working actress.