Back The Darkness of Others
Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. PART ONE
  6. OKSANA
  7. MELISSA
  8. IMANI
  9. TONYA
  10. IMANI
  11. TONYA
  12. RICK
  13. MELISSA
  14. IMANI
  15. TONYA
  16. RICK
  17. IMANI
  18. TONYA
  19. IMANI
  20. TONYA
  21. IMANI
  22. TONYA
  23. RICK
  24. PART TWO
  25. MELISSA
  26. OKSANA
  27. IMANI
  28. TONYA
  29. IMANI
  30. TONYA
  31. IMANI
  32. TONYA
  33. IMANI
  34. TONYA
  35. IMANI
  36. MELISSA
  37. OKSANA
  38. RICK
  39. TONYA
  40. IMANI
  41. TONYA
  42. IMANI
  43. MELISSA
  44. PART THREE
  45. TONYA
  46. IMANI
  47. TONYA
  48. IMANI
  49. TONYA
  50. IMANI
  51. TONYA
  52. IMANI
  53. MELISSA
  54. TONYA
  55. OKSANA
  56. Acknowledgments
  57. Discover More
  58. About the Author
  59. Also by Cate Holahan
  60. Acclaim for Cate Holahan

Imani leaned on the hallway wall, taking a minute to compose herself before entering room 203. Typically, the space was used by the drama teacher. According to the front office, he’d temporarily moved his classroom into the auditorium to allow students to space out, leaving this tighter space for her and Barbara, a sixty-year-old theater critic, St. Catherine alumna, and head of the Parent-Teacher Organization.

The PTO lead was essentially a full-time, unpaid position. Though all committees had a chief, those positions were largely ceremonial. Nate, as head of the admissions committee, had ultimately rubber-stamped most student résumés that had come blessed by the faculty and Barbara. It was Barb who really did the work: organizing meetings, gathering applications and teacher addendums, liaising with the staff, and digitizing damn near every document.

Imani opened the door to see Barbara already seated at a desk. Unlike in many schools, St. Catherine’s workstations weren’t in a spaced line but arranged side by side, forming a horseshoe with the teacher at the center. The setup reminded Imani less of a school than a conference room.

Barbara acknowledged her with a warm, albeit mask-muffled, “hello” before lamenting the stack of financial-aid-contingent applications. “It’s bigger than I’ve ever seen it,” she said. “And it includes a bunch of students who’ve paid full freight for years.”

“The pandemic has been devastating for many families,” Imani muttered through her own face covering, thinking of her personal predicament. Had her husband not hidden the home equity loan, she would have filled out two aid applications herself. But it was too late now. The deadline had passed months ago. St. Catherine’s senior teachers had already weeded out those they’d felt undeserving. She and Barbara were providing parental input on the finalists.

Imani approached a seat that Barbara had already furnished with a stack of petitions. She unzipped her coat. As she began to remove it from her shoulders, a blast of frigid air from the room’s cracked windows changed her mind. The best part of the pandemic ending wouldn’t be removing her mask, she thought. It would be feeling warm inside public places.

Imani pulled the first packet from the stack and began reading. According to the parents of five-year-old Angelique, their daughter had “it,” an amorphous star quality that people immediately recognized. The essay went on with examples of little Angelique’s giftedness, some of which had to be exaggerations. “Making her own short films?” Kids that age couldn’t hold a camera steady.

The parents included a TikTok link to their daughter’s “comedic monologues.” Imani brought up her phone and painstakingly copied the address from the printed form.