Contents (50)
- contents
- introduction
- poems
- the home
- on the seashore
- the source
- baby’s way
- the unheeded pageant
- sleep-stealer
- the beginning
- baby’s world
- when and why
- defamation
- the judge
- playthings
- the astronomer
- clouds and waves
- the champa flower
- fairyland
- the land of the exile
- the rainy day
- paper boats
- the sailor
- the further bank
- the flower-school
- the merchant
- sympathy
- vocation
- superior
- the little big man
- twelve o’clock
- authorship
- the wicked postman
- the hero
- the end
- the recall
- the first jasmines
- the banyan tree
- benediction
- the gift
- my song
- the child angel
- the last bargain
- stories
- the kabuliwalla
- the kingdom of cards
- my lord, the baby
- the parrot’s training
- the home-coming
- master mashai
You are frightened and thinking—‘I know not where we have come to.’
I say to you, ‘Mother, do not be afraid.’
The meadow is prickly with spiky grass, and through it runs a narrow broken path.
There are no cattle to be seen in the wide field; they have gone to their village stalls.
It grows dark and dim on the land and sky, and we cannot tell where we are going.
Suddenly you call me and ask me in a whisper, ‘What light is that near the bank?’
Just then there bursts out a fearful yell, and figures come running towards us.
You sit crouched in your palanquin and repeat the names of the gods in prayer.
The bearers, shaking in terror, hide themselves in the thorny bush.
I shout to you, ‘Don’t be afraid, mother. I am here.’
With long sticks in their hands and hair all wild about their heads, they come nearer and nearer.
I shout, ‘Have a care! you villains! One step more and you are dead men.’
They give another terrible yell and rush forward.
You clutch my hand and say, ‘Dear boy, for heaven’s sake, keep away from them.’
I say, ‘Mother, just you watch me.’
Then I spur my horse for a wild gallop, and my sword and buckler clash against each other.
The fight becomes so fearful, mother, that it would give you a cold shudder could you see it from your palanquin.
Many of them fly, and a great number are cut to pieces.
I know you are thinking, sitting all by yourself, that your boy must be dead by this time.
But I come to you all stained with blood, and say, ‘Mother, the fight is over now.’
You come out and kiss me, pressing me to your heart, and you say to yourself,
‘I don’t know what I should do if I hadn’t my boy to escort me.’
A thousand useless things happen day after day, and why couldn’t such a thing come true by chance?
It would be like a story in a book.
My brother would say, ‘Is it possible? I always thought he was so delicate!’
Our village people would all say in amazement, ‘Was it not lucky that the boy was with his mother?’
the end
It is time for me to go, mother; I am going.
When in the paling darkness of the lonely dawn you stretch out your arms for your baby in the bed, I shall say, ‘Baby is not there!’—mother, I am going.
I shall become a delicate draught of air and caress you; and I shall be ripples in the water when you bathe, and kiss you and kiss you again.
In the gusty night when the rain patters on the leaves you will hear my whisper in your bed, and my laughter will flash with the lightning through the open window into your room.
If you lie awake, thinking of your baby till late into the night, I shall sing to you from the stars, ‘Sleep mother, sleep.’