Chapters (71)
Their voices floated towards me on the breeze. ‘I think you should go,’ I heard Daphne say. I went to step out from behind the tree. Was he bothering her again? But his reply rooted me to the spot.
‘I don’t understand why you’ve made up these lies about me,’ he said, throwing his arms out in exasperation. I could see, even from my position, that he looked genuinely confused. ‘Rose and I were friends and now she hasn’t spoken to me in months. If I see her in the street she avoids me.’
‘That’s her prerogative.’
‘You turned her against me by making out that I’m some – some lech.’
‘Don’t be ridiculous.’
‘I never came on to you. I never harassed you. The only thing I did was tell you how I felt about Rose. Is that why you did it? To stop us getting together?’
‘Get it into your thick head, she’s not interested and never will be, whatever I might have told her,’ she hissed. The anger on her face surprised me. She was usually so serene, so carefree. I’d always admired her patience, her kindness. I mean, of course, she wasn’t a saint. She was a worrier, like me. She got angry about injustices and inequality. She was independent and capable. But she was never petty or unfair – or so I’d always thought. But if Joel was telling the truth, if she had lied about the advances he’d made on her, then that was a very manipulative thing to do.
‘But you didn’t know that, did you? Not then. You thought she might like me too and decided to put a stop to it. You might have fooled everyone else around here, Daphne, with your butter-wouldn’t-melt façade, but I can see through you.’
‘Why don’t you just fuck off?’ she snarled. ‘Leave us alone.’
I inhaled so sharply my chest hurt. I waited for Joel’s reaction. But he just shook his head sadly. ‘I hope you’re not using her. She’s a good person.’
‘Of course I’m not.’
He looked towards the cottage. ‘You’ve got a good set-up there. A roof over your head. Love. A ready-made family.’
She folded her arms across her chest. She was wearing a baggy fawn-coloured jumper and cream jodhpurs I’d bought her for her birthday. Her hair was starting to grow out and was now at her shoulders, but she kept it dark. I liked it that way. Her cheeks were red from the cold and her eyes burnt with intensity. She looked beautiful.
‘I love Rose.’
‘I hope you do.’
‘You sound jealous.’
‘Perhaps I am.’
She toed the ground with my wellies, which she wore to work. ‘Well, she would never have been interested in you, no matter what I said.’