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Chapters (38)
  1. Cover
  2. Heidi Swain
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Acknowledgements
  34. Dolly and Hattie’s Christmas Wish List . . .
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  38. About the Author

‘It might well have had a bearing on their actions,’ he said softly. ‘If they thought you were heading for trouble then surely it would have been remiss of them not to step in.’

‘I suppose,’ I conceded.

I could appreciate that Beamish was trying to make a reunion sound like the easiest thing in the world, but he didn’t know the full story. If he knew everything, he wouldn’t even be suggesting it.

After the crisis I had moved out of home and into the hotel and miraculously, thanks to Dolly and her gentle advice and words of wisdom, our relationship had just about survived. Had it not been for my friend’s subtle coaxing I was certain I would have snipped that fragile thread which attached me to my parents the day I moved out.

However, for a while and with Dolly’s help, things were bearable. With the benefit of time, I could almost understand why they had done what they did, even if I couldn’t come to terms with the outcome. There had even been a time when I believed that a proper reconciliation might be possible, but then I started seeing Jonathan and things went downhill almost from the moment I told him what had happened to make me leave home.

In the end, I had to accept that my parents and I would be better apart and made Jonathan go and tell them what I couldn’t bring myself to say. He returned with a response so shocking that it blew my world apart. I had begged Dolly never to mention them again and she had kept her word until the move to Abu Dhabi was thrown into the mix.

Beamish looked poised to say something else, but I cut him off.

‘It really is all much more complicated than you can possibly know,’ I said quickly, thinking of how Jonathan had struggled to tell me what my parents had said. ‘Do you mind if we change the subject?’

‘I’m sorry, Hattie,’ Beamish frowned. ‘I didn’t mean to upset you.’

‘I know.’

‘But please,’ he said urgently, this time his hand reaching out for mine, ‘please don’t let past grievances mess up your future happiness.’

I squeezed his hand and nodded as I realised that I had found it surprisingly easy to talk to the man I barely knew sitting opposite me. It felt like he was fast becoming a firm new friend.

Chapter 7

Chapter 7