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Chapters (38)
  1. Cover
  2. Heidi Swain
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Acknowledgements
  34. Dolly and Hattie’s Christmas Wish List . . .
  35. ‘The Secret Seaside Escape’ Ad
  36. ‘Poppy’s Recipe for Life’ Ad
  37. ‘Snowflakes and Cinnamon Swirls at The Winter Wonderland’ Ad
  38. About the Author

I snatched up the bowls and walked over to the island, roughly shoving one into his hands before I poured us both a glass of wine. It had been a while since he’d sounded so narky and I didn’t much like this sudden reappearance of the version of himself that he’d promised to leave behind the day he gave me a key to the flat.

That said, I was certain the thought of me going to Wynbridge again reminded him of the circumstances of my last visit, and he was no doubt feeling flustered as a result, but that still didn’t justify him being impolite about my friend.

‘I don’t know what it is that you’ve got against, Dolly,’ I began.

‘I haven’t got anything against her,’ he interrupted but I cut him off.

‘I know you think our friendship is an unusual one and so what if it is? You seem to have forgotten that I have no family to turn to. Dolly is the only person I’ve got.’

‘Thanks to your parents,’ he interrupted again.

I wished Mum and Dad wouldn’t keep winkling their way into practically every conversation.

‘We’ll be moving in January,’ I carried on, ‘and this may very well be the last opportunity I have to spend the run-up to Christmas with my friend.’

‘I don’t suppose she is getting any younger, is she?’ Jonathan mused.

‘I meant because we’re going to be so far away,’ I shot back, ‘and I want to be with her when she finishes at the school. That place has been her life, and even though she says she’s ready to give it up, she’s bound to find it hard. I want to be there to support her, just like she’s always been there for me.’

Jonathan took a moment to take my words in.

‘Of course,’ he said, shaking his head. ‘I’m so sorry, Hattie. It’s just even talking about that place . . . it reminds me of the reason why you were last there . . .’

The way his voice caught in his throat was proof enough that he was feeling upset by the memories the mention of Wynbridge had dredged up.

‘I know,’ I sighed. ‘I do understand.’

‘Of course, you should go,’ he said. ‘It’s important and I shouldn’t have reacted like that. When will you leave?’

‘I’m booking the train for Friday,’ I told him.

There was no need to say that I’d already downloaded the tickets to my phone.

‘So, you won’t be around next weekend?’

‘No.’

‘Damn,’ he tutted. ‘That’s a shame. I was planning something rather special.’

‘Sorry,’ I swallowed, my heart hammering as I realised there was only one ‘something rather special’ he could be talking about. ‘I didn’t know. I assumed you’d be gone again by then.’