Chapters (54)
- Cover
- Epigraph
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Epilogue
- A Note from the Author
- Discussion Questions
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Acclaim for David Rawlings
- Also by David Rawlings
Daniel stared harder at the plastic under Kelly’s fingers. Why would she be holding a bottle of pills at Milly’s birthday party? Something was up. He’d spent enough time sitting five feet from people who tried—and failed—to hide things from their partner and his probing questions. He’d have to ask her what was going on. Again. He hoped it would go better this time.
The stiff spine creaked as Daniel reached the final photo, only halfway through this strange album. Another familiar face. Milly sat on a chair in the corner of their living room in her new dress, which she had spent hours choosing to match the pink-and-white theme she’d set for her twelfth birthday party. Her eyes lowered, hands clasped on her lap, the camera flash catching the trickle of a tear down her cheek.
This time embarrassment didn’t flood through Daniel. It was guilt. Their rush to cater to everyone else at the party meant he didn’t notice Milly at all, and he should have. The pulse of his family had quickened because of their busyness, but it had not brought life.
He looked up at Milly, still head down over her device in an almost mirror image of the photo he held in his hand. Daniel sighed hard. It was another reminder that for all the families he’d saved as a counselor, his own was in danger of falling apart.
Two
The traffic ahead of Kelly smeared into a kaleidoscope of taillights and vague color on bumpers.
Tears will do that.
Kelly drummed them away to music on the steering wheel as she drove from the funeral. Away from her family. She had ten minutes until she called on a new children’s clinic and rolled out the usual spiel about the wonder drug ridding families of frustration all over the city. She should be home, not going back to work after a funeral. But this was one more time when the choice was taken from her. As she shot through traffic, Kelly checked the rearview mirror and tried a smile. Sadness still lurked. That would have to go. You only got one chance to make a good first impression, and that didn’t happen with red, puffy eyes.
Gramps’s passing would leave a big hole in her life. A caring man with a kind word to say—and he always knew the right time to say it. He was almost her grandfather, too, and he was the one who could get through to Daniel.
The next song from the radio eased into the car—plaintive piano chords in a careful tread over rising violins. The tears crept forward, and Kelly punched for another station. Jagged synth chords backed with the attitude of an all-girl group banished her tears with a finger snap.