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Chapters (44)
  1. Introduction by Alma Guillermoprieto
  2. The Book of Lamentations
  3. I
  4. II
  5. III
  6. IV
  7. V
  8. VI
  9. VII
  10. VIII
  11. IX
  12. X
  13. XI
  14. XII
  15. XIII
  16. XIV
  17. XV
  18. XVI
  19. XVII
  20. XVIII
  21. XIX
  22. XX
  23. XXI
  24. XXII
  25. XXIII
  26. XXIV
  27. XXV
  28. XXVI
  29. XXVII
  30. XXVIII
  31. XXIX
  32. XXX
  33. XXXI
  34. XXXII
  35. XXXIII
  36. XXXIV
  37. XXXV
  38. XXXVI
  39. XXXVII
  40. XXXVIII
  41. XXXIX
  42. XL
  43. Afterword by Esther Allen
  44. A Brief Glossary of Tzotzil and Spanish Terms

Padre Mandujano wanted to punish the ilol but some men restrained him from behind. Catalina broke the whip against her knee and it was like a signal. Some with sticks, others with machetes, the rest brandishing stones, all of them hurled themselves onto Padre Manuel. When they went away, there was nothing left but a sickening mass of bones and blood. The sacristan Xaw Ramírez Paciencia, who was with him, escaped only by a miracle.

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CHAPTER XXVI

XAW RAMÍREZ PACIENCIA was afraid. Ever since he had returned to San Juan, alone (because Padre Manuel still had matters to take care of in Ciudad Real), he saw nothing around him but inexpressive faces, forced bows. And Xaw needed his people’s respect, their sympathy. He was not used to being feared, much less hated. Every since Padre Manuel’s ill-fated arrival in Chamula, something very similar to fear and hatred had been pushing Xaw farther and farther away from his tribe.

The sacristan had taken to drinking to chase away his sorrows. He drank with the saints’ mayordomos during the sacred ceremonies which began again in the priest’s absence. But he no longer found, even in alcohol, the words to make the others understand him.

And the mayordomos neglected their tasks. The strings of tecolúmate flowers withered on the altars and the pine needles had taken on the yellow color, the dry and brittle texture they have when they are about to die.

Xaw understood that something was happening. He did not want to ask what, since no one would have answered him. All he needed was to see the direction the pilgrimages were setting off in: the village of Tzajal-hemel.

Xaw continued drinking, now without companions. He rang the bells of the parish church at any random moment of the day when his anguish became intolerable and he needed to make a loud noise to break the brooding silence.

When Padre Manuel returned to San Juan, Xaw did not know whether to rejoice or to flee. He wanted to convince the priest to dismount from his horse and rest for a while in the sacristy. But Padre Manuel was in a hurry. He answered the sacristan’s hesitant suggestions with a friendly tap of his whip. What did he have to fear? He was accompanied by several armed men, among them Rubén Martínez, who had been sent with him by Leonardo Cifuentes (without Don Alfonso Canaveral’s knowledge) in order to protect him.

Xaw would rather have stayed in San Juan, but the party needed a guide and he had to lead the way to Tzajal-hemel.