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Chapters (44)
  1. Introduction by Alma Guillermoprieto
  2. The Book of Lamentations
  3. I
  4. II
  5. III
  6. IV
  7. V
  8. VI
  9. VII
  10. VIII
  11. IX
  12. X
  13. XI
  14. XII
  15. XIII
  16. XIV
  17. XV
  18. XVI
  19. XVII
  20. XVIII
  21. XIX
  22. XX
  23. XXI
  24. XXII
  25. XXIII
  26. XXIV
  27. XXV
  28. XXVI
  29. XXVII
  30. XXVIII
  31. XXIX
  32. XXX
  33. XXXI
  34. XXXII
  35. XXXIII
  36. XXXIV
  37. XXXV
  38. XXXVI
  39. XXXVII
  40. XXXVIII
  41. XXXIX
  42. XL
  43. Afterword by Esther Allen
  44. A Brief Glossary of Tzotzil and Spanish Terms

What is the old man talking about? Clearly he enjoys listening to himself. He savors the easy glide of his words. He is pleased. But you can’t listen to him. He is treacherous. Among his circumlocutions Idolina grasps his intention: he is trying to separate her from Julia. Why? He says Julia is not a fit companion. No? Then who is? Idolina doesn’t know the girls of Ciudad Real. And she fears them. From behind her window she has watched them go by. They walk with their eyes lowered. They whisper. At dusk, they go into the street with their faces concealed behind a shawl. Where are they going? What are they looking for? The next day they remember and smile at each other. There is no place among them for Idolina; she belongs to another species.

The bishop doesn’t dare state the definitive accusation against Julia in so many words. But between one reticence and another an image emerges: adultery. And the outline of the protagonists is sketched in: La Alazana and Leonardo.

Idolina’s first impulse is to shout that people are telling lies about them. But an instant’s consideration silences her. Her stepfather is certainly capable of such a thing. And the thought of how her mother must be suffering anesthetizes Idolina, keeps her from thinking of her own pain.

Until afterward when she feels the wound in solitude. She has been betrayed again, in the same way, with the same man. Idolina hates Cifuentes with a loathing in which secret admiration and an obscure envy are mingled.

There she sits in a corner, powerless, while the blood pounds inside her and she gasps for air.