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Chapters (44)
  1. Introduction by Alma Guillermoprieto
  2. The Book of Lamentations
  3. I
  4. II
  5. III
  6. IV
  7. V
  8. VI
  9. VII
  10. VIII
  11. IX
  12. X
  13. XI
  14. XII
  15. XIII
  16. XIV
  17. XV
  18. XVI
  19. XVII
  20. XVIII
  21. XIX
  22. XX
  23. XXI
  24. XXII
  25. XXIII
  26. XXIV
  27. XXV
  28. XXVI
  29. XXVII
  30. XXVIII
  31. XXIX
  32. XXX
  33. XXXI
  34. XXXII
  35. XXXIII
  36. XXXIV
  37. XXXV
  38. XXXVI
  39. XXXVII
  40. XXXVIII
  41. XXXIX
  42. XL
  43. Afterword by Esther Allen
  44. A Brief Glossary of Tzotzil and Spanish Terms

A woman in her forties, obese, her flashing teeth garishly inlaid with gold, asked the question. She was sitting in a small wooden chair with her skirts spilling out around her, smoking a long cigarette rolled in yellow paper. She had spoken in Tzotzil. Marcela’s eyes shone with gratitude.

“Pitchers,” she answered.

“And are they well made, your pitchers?”

The Indian girl nodded vehemently as she set down her bundle so the woman could judge their quality for herself.

“They won’t crack on me, will they? They’re not going to break right away?”

Marcela said no in a tone that was almost anguished. This seemed to satisfy the buyer, who began to examine the clay pitchers one by one.

Marcela remained standing, motionless, desperately trying not to make any noise when she breathed. Sweat ran down her face.

She was in a large room. The door to the street stood wide open, while the back door, leading into the house, was only ajar. A rickety counter and a display case with four shelves were there to give the impression that the room was a shop. But the scantiness of the stock (a few half-empty packages of brown sugar, three bottles of a sedative, some bunches of fragrant herbs) bore witness to the business’s lack of prosperity.

“Sit down, merchant girl. It provokes me to see you standing there.”

The Ladina’s words were veiled in the smoke from her cigarette. Disconcerted by the friendliness of the suggestion, Marcela changed position but remained standing. The woman insisted. “Sit down. Don’t worry. You’re not tired from walking?”

Marcela gave a vague smile.

“At your age, though, you have strength for that and more. I remember how I was . . . You must be around fourteen now, aren’t you?”

“I don’t know, patrona. My nana never told me when I was born.”

“You still live with your nana? They haven’t given you to a man?”

“Not yet, patrona.”

The Ladina took a last pull at her cigarette and her chest purred with pleasure. She looked Marcela over attentively. Then, as if to conclude a lengthy reflection, she said, “You’re not bad.”

Marcela had finally sat down on the ground. Eyes lowered, she was drawing lines on the brick floor. Her ears reddened at the praise.

“You never had a husband?”

“No.”

“Why not?”

“My nana doesn’t want to send me away.”

“That’s because you’re old enough now to help her with the work.”

“That’s why.”

“So you’re worth something. For you, I’m going to ask for a big bottle of aguardiente.”

A harsh laugh, glittering with gold, shook the Ladina’s abundant breasts. Marcela felt an indefinable unease, a distant shiver of alarm. The woman changed the subject.

“Well, girl, how much do you want for your pitchers?”

“Twelve reales, patrona.”