Back The Book of Dreams
Chapters (79)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. DAY ONE
  4. Henri
  5. DAY FIFTEEN
  6. Sam
  7. Eddie
  8. Sam
  9. Eddie
  10. Sam
  11. Henri
  12. Eddie
  13. Eddie
  14. Henri
  15. Sam
  16. DAY SEVENTEEN
  17. Eddie
  18. Sam
  19. Eddie
  20. Sam
  21. DAY TWENTY
  22. Henri
  23. DAY TWENTY-FIVE
  24. Henri
  25. DAY TWENTY-SEVEN
  26. Sam
  27. DAY THIRTY
  28. Henri
  29. DAY THIRTY-ONE
  30. Eddie
  31. DAY THIRTY-THREE
  32. Henri
  33. DAY THIRTY-FOUR
  34. Henri
  35. Sam
  36. DAY THIRTY-FIVE
  37. Henri
  38. DAY THIRTY-SIX
  39. Henri
  40. DAY THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. Sam
  42. DAY THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. Henri
  44. DAY THIRTY-NINE
  45. Eddie
  46. DAY FORTY
  47. Sam
  48. Henri
  49. Eddie
  50. Sam
  51. DAY FORTY-ONE
  52. Sam
  53. Henri
  54. Eddie
  55. DAY FORTY-THREE
  56. Henri
  57. DAY FORTY-THREE
  58. Henri
  59. DAY FORTY-FOUR
  60. Henri
  61. Sam
  62. Eddie
  63. DAY FORTY-FIVE
  64. Eddie
  65. Henri
  66. DAY FORTY-SIX
  67. Sam
  68. Henri
  69. Eddie
  70. Henri
  71. DAY FORTY-SIX
  72. Sam
  73. Eddie
  74. EPILOGUE
  75. Henri
  76. POSTSCRIPT
  77. Afterword and Thanks
  78. About Nina George
  79. Copyright

“All psychogenic noncompliance of the kind Madelyn is exhibiting is a form of protest. It’s all about finding the sensory channel they are trying to transmit on and the one on which they wish to receive. It’s easier if someone loves them. Along with fear and hatred, loving and being loved are the strongest stimuli.” God stares at the woman and then turns round, as if he has sensed my presence. I think God’s synesthetic too.

“Samuel,” he says. “Allow me to introduce Angela. She’s an . . . empathy therapist.” She actually seems very nice, although I guess God would still dearly love to kick her out.

Every week brings a new group of pilgrims to Madelyn’s bedside. Doctors from all over the country and even from as far afield as America and France. She’s been described as a “fascinating case,” because her brain damage isn’t necessarily the reason for her vegetative state or, as some people call it, “minimal consciousness.” God used his disc diagram once more to explain this to me. Around “Awake” there are places just below the surface of life, as if a disc or an impenetrable film lies between the person and the outside world. They can hear everything and occasionally feel things, but they don’t understand the information and cannot express themselves.

He then cut out the circles and laid them on top of one another. Maddie is simultaneously numb and in a coma, although that isn’t actually possible. She rises and falls between the discs without touching “Asleep” or “Unconscious.” Her open eyes prove that part of her is “here,” but a more significant part is elsewhere, and between us lies not a pane of glass or a film, but a layer of ice and solitude.

Nurse Marion said she’d definitely prefer to see me than the “luminosities”—she means the luminaries—who take turns to inspect this “extraordinary case” and release her from her “condition.”

Marion is convinced that the experts who call Maddie a “condition” are of no use anyway. “Sam, darling, whenever doctors think nobody’s listening, they talk about people as if they’re cars. But what Maddie needs aren’t some hotshot luminosities publishing self-important articles with her photo in the Journal of High-Brain Medicine.” She shows me the scrapbook she’s keeping. “What Maddie needs are things that make her happy. It’s always the little things, those precious little things that keep people in a coma closer to ‘Awake.’ ”

Unfortunately, there’s no one left to tell us what Maddie likes. Does she like Gilmore Girls? Diary of a Wimpy Kid, perhaps? Does she like Taylor Swift or Bartók? Does she prefer literature or painting, the sea or the mountains? Cats or dogs? Spaghetti or sushi? If someone talks a lot or a little?