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Chapters (79)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. DAY ONE
  4. Henri
  5. DAY FIFTEEN
  6. Sam
  7. Eddie
  8. Sam
  9. Eddie
  10. Sam
  11. Henri
  12. Eddie
  13. Eddie
  14. Henri
  15. Sam
  16. DAY SEVENTEEN
  17. Eddie
  18. Sam
  19. Eddie
  20. Sam
  21. DAY TWENTY
  22. Henri
  23. DAY TWENTY-FIVE
  24. Henri
  25. DAY TWENTY-SEVEN
  26. Sam
  27. DAY THIRTY
  28. Henri
  29. DAY THIRTY-ONE
  30. Eddie
  31. DAY THIRTY-THREE
  32. Henri
  33. DAY THIRTY-FOUR
  34. Henri
  35. Sam
  36. DAY THIRTY-FIVE
  37. Henri
  38. DAY THIRTY-SIX
  39. Henri
  40. DAY THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. Sam
  42. DAY THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. Henri
  44. DAY THIRTY-NINE
  45. Eddie
  46. DAY FORTY
  47. Sam
  48. Henri
  49. Eddie
  50. Sam
  51. DAY FORTY-ONE
  52. Sam
  53. Henri
  54. Eddie
  55. DAY FORTY-THREE
  56. Henri
  57. DAY FORTY-THREE
  58. Henri
  59. DAY FORTY-FOUR
  60. Henri
  61. Sam
  62. Eddie
  63. DAY FORTY-FIVE
  64. Eddie
  65. Henri
  66. DAY FORTY-SIX
  67. Sam
  68. Henri
  69. Eddie
  70. Henri
  71. DAY FORTY-SIX
  72. Sam
  73. Eddie
  74. EPILOGUE
  75. Henri
  76. POSTSCRIPT
  77. Afterword and Thanks
  78. About Nina George
  79. Copyright

I think the nightie has unicorns on it, but they may be ducks. I’m not sure. The girl stares at me, and something in her blue gaze pierces my skin, perhaps reaching places you see only if you can look through people. The music washes up the walls, converges in the middle of the ceiling, and sprinkles down onto my head.

“Did you know that stars could breathe, Maddie?”

For a split second I can sense some movement in Madelyn’s glassy gaze, like a fish swimming from one hiding place to another at the bottom of a deep lake. No, it isn’t a lake—it’s the wind in her eyes, a gust of music, and the movement was a raven taking off and spreading its wings. Madelyn has ravens in her eyes, and I tumble into this sky full of ravens.

“The world is so beautiful when you’re a star looking down on us all,” the nurse continues. “On the cats in the grass, on girls sleeping with open eyes, and on boys standing in the doorway with their jaws on the floor.” With these last words, the nurse turns to face me. She has a face like a leprechaun’s, with laughter lines arcing from the corners of her eyes to the corners of her mouth. The name on the badge pinned to her dark-purple blouse is Marion.

Nurse Marion says, “Hello. Have you come to visit Maddie?”

So what does this smart-ass sidekick do next? I slam the door and run away, even though part of me is left standing there by the door, because at the end of the corridor is a girl who can see through me into other worlds, as if I were made of crystal and all of reality is no more than a glass bubble with her floating inside.

My feet pound the carpet. Her name is Madelyn. Ma-de-lyn. I’m simultaneously happier and sadder than I’ve ever been in my entire life.

Eddie

They work like a team of Formula 1 mechanics. Dr. Foss raises the head of the bed and dabs Henri’s eyelids with a cotton swab, while Dr. Saul taps his patient’s knee, a nurse draws the blue curtains around the bed, and an anesthetist removes the sedative drip from the catheter in the side of Henri’s neck.

I know there’s going to be no “awakening” like in the movies. He’s not going to open his eyes and say, “Hey, Ed, got any decent whiskey in this joint?”

First, his reflexes will return. Spontaneous breathing. Blinking. Swallowing. Then there’ll be pain. Pain will permeate every corner of his being before swelling into a torrent of dread.

For days he will be enveloped in hallucinations like thick smoke, although Dr. Foss claims that they use a mild sedative and tranquilizer at the Wellington, leading to fewer delirious visions. As if that were reassuring: two nightmares instead of three.