Back The Book of Dreams
Chapters (79)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. DAY ONE
  4. Henri
  5. DAY FIFTEEN
  6. Sam
  7. Eddie
  8. Sam
  9. Eddie
  10. Sam
  11. Henri
  12. Eddie
  13. Eddie
  14. Henri
  15. Sam
  16. DAY SEVENTEEN
  17. Eddie
  18. Sam
  19. Eddie
  20. Sam
  21. DAY TWENTY
  22. Henri
  23. DAY TWENTY-FIVE
  24. Henri
  25. DAY TWENTY-SEVEN
  26. Sam
  27. DAY THIRTY
  28. Henri
  29. DAY THIRTY-ONE
  30. Eddie
  31. DAY THIRTY-THREE
  32. Henri
  33. DAY THIRTY-FOUR
  34. Henri
  35. Sam
  36. DAY THIRTY-FIVE
  37. Henri
  38. DAY THIRTY-SIX
  39. Henri
  40. DAY THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. Sam
  42. DAY THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. Henri
  44. DAY THIRTY-NINE
  45. Eddie
  46. DAY FORTY
  47. Sam
  48. Henri
  49. Eddie
  50. Sam
  51. DAY FORTY-ONE
  52. Sam
  53. Henri
  54. Eddie
  55. DAY FORTY-THREE
  56. Henri
  57. DAY FORTY-THREE
  58. Henri
  59. DAY FORTY-FOUR
  60. Henri
  61. Sam
  62. Eddie
  63. DAY FORTY-FIVE
  64. Eddie
  65. Henri
  66. DAY FORTY-SIX
  67. Sam
  68. Henri
  69. Eddie
  70. Henri
  71. DAY FORTY-SIX
  72. Sam
  73. Eddie
  74. EPILOGUE
  75. Henri
  76. POSTSCRIPT
  77. Afterword and Thanks
  78. About Nina George
  79. Copyright

“We don’t know how a coma patient feels either, Sam. We can presume that he feels something, and that’s what the scans show too.” Dr. Saul points to the printouts. “Some of my colleagues believe that in a coma the brain is assailed by all the same words and images and emotions that flood it when the person is awake and completely relaxed. One group is convinced that the limbic system and the reptilian brain take over, safeguarding a minimal amount of stand-in brain function. Then there are the engineers. They regard everything we feel and think—love, hate, worry, songs by the Rolling Stones—as electronic chatter between our synapses and think that the soul is nothing but a fairy tale. For them, a coma is like a power cut to the system.”

Sam taps his trembling forefinger on the cross again. “Can he see the dead from there?”

Dr. Saul doesn’t hesitate for a second this time. “No,” he replies. “Your father was clinically dead, Sam. Patients who have been reanimated often tell me that they’ve seen what awaits them on the other side, and their accounts are all pretty similar: tunnels of light, a floating sensation, voices, waiting relatives, relaxation . . . But . . .”—here Dr. Saul screws up his eyes—“. . . we have explanations for the majority of those sensations and experiences. The lights at the end of the tunnel can be explained by loss of vision during a physical collapse. The feeling of flying or floating above one’s own body is a typical symptom when the brain area responsible for equilibrium and balance fails. The dissolution of the boundary with one’s own body is also due to the failure of—”

“I think we’ve got the message,” I say, interrupting him. Sam dug his nails into his chair while Dr. Saul was overwhelming us with this torrent of specialist knowledge. The information is of no use to Samuel. He wants something else, hope maybe, and knowledge doesn’t bring hope. “You believe in your statistics and you reject everything else.”

“I don’t believe in anything at all, Mrs. Tomlin. Not in statistics, not in experts, and incidentally, in case it reassures you, I don’t believe for a second that I know all there is to know.”

“That really is hugely reassuring.”

He shrugs. “What do you want to hear? Near-death experiences? Angels, God, rebirth? Or whether people in a coma leave their bodies and travel through time and space? What can I tell you? I’m a neurosurgeon! We simply don’t know if Henri Skinner can see anything or not, where he is at the moment, or what he feels. All we have is our scans, and they don’t even show us if he can hear, see, feel, or smell.”