Back The Book of Dreams
Chapters (79)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. DAY ONE
  4. Henri
  5. DAY FIFTEEN
  6. Sam
  7. Eddie
  8. Sam
  9. Eddie
  10. Sam
  11. Henri
  12. Eddie
  13. Eddie
  14. Henri
  15. Sam
  16. DAY SEVENTEEN
  17. Eddie
  18. Sam
  19. Eddie
  20. Sam
  21. DAY TWENTY
  22. Henri
  23. DAY TWENTY-FIVE
  24. Henri
  25. DAY TWENTY-SEVEN
  26. Sam
  27. DAY THIRTY
  28. Henri
  29. DAY THIRTY-ONE
  30. Eddie
  31. DAY THIRTY-THREE
  32. Henri
  33. DAY THIRTY-FOUR
  34. Henri
  35. Sam
  36. DAY THIRTY-FIVE
  37. Henri
  38. DAY THIRTY-SIX
  39. Henri
  40. DAY THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. Sam
  42. DAY THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. Henri
  44. DAY THIRTY-NINE
  45. Eddie
  46. DAY FORTY
  47. Sam
  48. Henri
  49. Eddie
  50. Sam
  51. DAY FORTY-ONE
  52. Sam
  53. Henri
  54. Eddie
  55. DAY FORTY-THREE
  56. Henri
  57. DAY FORTY-THREE
  58. Henri
  59. DAY FORTY-FOUR
  60. Henri
  61. Sam
  62. Eddie
  63. DAY FORTY-FIVE
  64. Eddie
  65. Henri
  66. DAY FORTY-SIX
  67. Sam
  68. Henri
  69. Eddie
  70. Henri
  71. DAY FORTY-SIX
  72. Sam
  73. Eddie
  74. EPILOGUE
  75. Henri
  76. POSTSCRIPT
  77. Afterword and Thanks
  78. About Nina George
  79. Copyright

“But the question is: if someone is in as deep a coma as your Henri, for example, far beyond sleeping and dreaming, then as far as modern medicine is concerned, he’s unable to dream because the brain won’t allow him to do so in his condition. But what does that say about returnees’ accounts? Do you see? If people in comas are unable to dream or receive any stimuli from their surroundings, then where were they? What are returnees talking about if it is neither reality nor dream?”

Before I can really process what it might mean if comatose patients’ experiences weren’t dreams but . . . well, what? . . . the loudspeakers crackle again. Dr. Saul has obviously forgotten to switch off the microphone because, without warning, he says, “Well, Fozzie, I’d be amazed if we receive any sign of life from Skinner before we retire.”

Nurse Marion waves a warning and strides rapidly toward the doctor, but he doesn’t notice her and continues, unaware that we are unintentionally listening in. “Whatever the boy’s beliefs, this man is not going to recover. If the twenty-four-hour electroencephalogram doesn’t register anything, we should consider persuading Mrs. Tomlin to interrupt the treatment and remove the ventilator and the feeding catheter.”

Dr. Foss replies, “Yes. Simply extending life isn’t valuable on its own. You have to be able to live properly.”

The boyish confidence drains from Sam’s face. He heaves himself out of his chair like an old man.

“They’re wrong,” he whispers. With clenched fists and wild eyes, he turns to face me. “They’re wrong, Eddie! You mustn’t do it. My father’s alive. He’s here.”

Nurse Marion flings open the door of the cubicle with the monitors. Dr. Saul glances up in surprise and realizes that we must have overheard him. I see a flash of shame in his blue eyes. He glances at Sam and hangs his head. “I’m sorry, Samuel.”

Sam rushes into the MRI room as his father is removed from the tube.

“Don’t worry, Dad,” he blurts out. “I know you’re here. Did you hear them say they were going to switch you off? Well, I won’t let them. Don’t be scared—I’m here and I know you are too.”

But Henri just lies there the same as ever, a face with no twinkle in its eye, a beating heart, and an uninhabited body. Nobody knows where he is—including himself, probably. Nurse Marion seems neither a fanatic nor religious, and I see Sam, whose synesthetic sensory powers can penetrate skin and the boundaries of the visible world. What if the two of them are right, and I’m deliberately blocking out their knowledge?

I think of my father, and to be on the safe side, I say his full name out loud. “Edward Tomlin.” They say that the dead can touch you when you speak their names.