Back The Book of Dreams
Chapters (79)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. DAY ONE
  4. Henri
  5. DAY FIFTEEN
  6. Sam
  7. Eddie
  8. Sam
  9. Eddie
  10. Sam
  11. Henri
  12. Eddie
  13. Eddie
  14. Henri
  15. Sam
  16. DAY SEVENTEEN
  17. Eddie
  18. Sam
  19. Eddie
  20. Sam
  21. DAY TWENTY
  22. Henri
  23. DAY TWENTY-FIVE
  24. Henri
  25. DAY TWENTY-SEVEN
  26. Sam
  27. DAY THIRTY
  28. Henri
  29. DAY THIRTY-ONE
  30. Eddie
  31. DAY THIRTY-THREE
  32. Henri
  33. DAY THIRTY-FOUR
  34. Henri
  35. Sam
  36. DAY THIRTY-FIVE
  37. Henri
  38. DAY THIRTY-SIX
  39. Henri
  40. DAY THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. Sam
  42. DAY THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. Henri
  44. DAY THIRTY-NINE
  45. Eddie
  46. DAY FORTY
  47. Sam
  48. Henri
  49. Eddie
  50. Sam
  51. DAY FORTY-ONE
  52. Sam
  53. Henri
  54. Eddie
  55. DAY FORTY-THREE
  56. Henri
  57. DAY FORTY-THREE
  58. Henri
  59. DAY FORTY-FOUR
  60. Henri
  61. Sam
  62. Eddie
  63. DAY FORTY-FIVE
  64. Eddie
  65. Henri
  66. DAY FORTY-SIX
  67. Sam
  68. Henri
  69. Eddie
  70. Henri
  71. DAY FORTY-SIX
  72. Sam
  73. Eddie
  74. EPILOGUE
  75. Henri
  76. POSTSCRIPT
  77. Afterword and Thanks
  78. About Nina George
  79. Copyright

Nurse Marion joins us. “If nothing happens, it doesn’t mean that nothing’s happening,” she whispers. “We’ll connect Mr. Skinner to electrodes for another twenty-four hours after we’ve completed these tests. I actually trust them more than this ‘mind reader,’ which only observes Mr. Skinner for an hour. That’s nothing: he could be anywhere but here during that hour.”

“How’s Maddie?” Sam asks.

“She’s fighting, Samuel. She’s fighting.”

“She wants to live, but she’s scared,” he explains.

“You must know her well to make presumptions like that, eh?” Marion teases him.

“No, she told me,” he answers.

“Oh really?”

“Yes, in my dreams,” Sam says earnestly. He states it in the same tone of voice that authors adopt when they tell me about their new ideas—calmly and with conviction. I’ve never found any of them pompous. Not even when a writer revealed to me that dreaming was when your spirit visited its soul mate, even if that person was already dead. Dream machines, lucid dreams, dream time travel: none of them ever struck me as absurd or crazy. Poppy, Ralph, Andrea, and I have often debated the possibility of impossible things happening. I’m accustomed to the unbelievable. Literature exists to survey unfamiliar worlds. Who else but writers will gladly take on that task? Who else is duty-bound to consider, without inhibitions, “What would happen if . . .”?

And yet now I take a step back. This here is reality, not a book or some nerdy competition. That humming monster over there, Dr. Saul’s questions, and Henri’s ventilator, pumping air in and out of him eight times per minute: they’re reality. Henri hasn’t breathed independently for six weeks now. The time for miracles has come—a time when nothing’s more urgent and nothing’s rarer.

“When did you dream about her?” Nurse Marion asks slowly.

“The night after I found out she got blood poisoning.”

“Do you mind telling me your dream? You know, dreams are definitely a means of communication and—”

“I’m going to get a cup of tea,” I angrily interject.

I can’t stand the way Nurse Marion is raising Sam’s hopes, even at this juncture.

“Don’t you want to hear this, Mrs. Tomlin?”

No. It breaks the last tiny, intact corner of my heart to look at the boy in this light and see his resemblance to his father. I promise to protect you, Sam, even if I have no idea what you need protecting from. Maybe from too many illusions? Yes, that’s it—from the illusion that miracles occur when you most need them.

“Have you never dreamed of him, Mrs. Tomlin?” the night nurse asks in her smoker’s voice.