Back The Book of Dreams
Chapters (79)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. DAY ONE
  4. Henri
  5. DAY FIFTEEN
  6. Sam
  7. Eddie
  8. Sam
  9. Eddie
  10. Sam
  11. Henri
  12. Eddie
  13. Eddie
  14. Henri
  15. Sam
  16. DAY SEVENTEEN
  17. Eddie
  18. Sam
  19. Eddie
  20. Sam
  21. DAY TWENTY
  22. Henri
  23. DAY TWENTY-FIVE
  24. Henri
  25. DAY TWENTY-SEVEN
  26. Sam
  27. DAY THIRTY
  28. Henri
  29. DAY THIRTY-ONE
  30. Eddie
  31. DAY THIRTY-THREE
  32. Henri
  33. DAY THIRTY-FOUR
  34. Henri
  35. Sam
  36. DAY THIRTY-FIVE
  37. Henri
  38. DAY THIRTY-SIX
  39. Henri
  40. DAY THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. Sam
  42. DAY THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. Henri
  44. DAY THIRTY-NINE
  45. Eddie
  46. DAY FORTY
  47. Sam
  48. Henri
  49. Eddie
  50. Sam
  51. DAY FORTY-ONE
  52. Sam
  53. Henri
  54. Eddie
  55. DAY FORTY-THREE
  56. Henri
  57. DAY FORTY-THREE
  58. Henri
  59. DAY FORTY-FOUR
  60. Henri
  61. Sam
  62. Eddie
  63. DAY FORTY-FIVE
  64. Eddie
  65. Henri
  66. DAY FORTY-SIX
  67. Sam
  68. Henri
  69. Eddie
  70. Henri
  71. DAY FORTY-SIX
  72. Sam
  73. Eddie
  74. EPILOGUE
  75. Henri
  76. POSTSCRIPT
  77. Afterword and Thanks
  78. About Nina George
  79. Copyright

I sense her shadow as she comes over to the bed in her bare feet, the slight cooling effect as it falls on my face. It’s one of those days when life could tip either way.

“I love you,” she says. “I love you and I want you forever and beyond, in this life and every other.”

“And I love you, Edwina Tomlin.”

I feel growing relief, and now I recognize the feeling that causes this relief. So this is love!

Seven days later, we know that we shall get married in Brittany later in the summer.

EDDIE HAS BENT over to drink from the fairy-tale spring. That’s what we called it when we were kids, the point on the D127 to Trémazan near Saint Samson’s chapel. The water flows directly out of the rock. An old stone tub and a sculpted standing stone stand beside the old spring, which is said to have made children’s wishes come true. The gorse blazes yellow nearby.

“Let’s have a baby, Henri,” she says to me. She’s beautiful in her white dress. A little earlier, as we stood in the eight-hundred-year-old chapel of Saint Samson, the goose pimples formed a magnificent pattern on her skin.

“Time weighs less here,” she whispers.

“Time is thinner here,” I reply. “Places like this have a greater concentration of miracles than anywhere else in the world.”

“If we ever get lost between different dimensions of time, let’s meet up again here,” Eddie whispers into my ear. “Deal?”

“Yes,” I answer. “I love you. Please forgive me if I don’t always get everything right.”

“Stop thinking in terms of right and wrong,” she says. “Those categories don’t exist. Just live your life, won’t you? Just live your life.”

We take another sip from the spring. Today the sea is dressed in a dark turquoise robe embroidered with little white foaming crests. The wind is driving the Atlantic and the Channel into headlong collision, and the Iroise Sea swells and froths between the two. It is the world’s most beautiful sea, and I’m with the world’s most beautiful woman.

Tomorrow we shall drive on along the coast. I want to show Eddie everything: Le Conquet, the Pointe Saint Mathieu, the Baie des Trépassés, and the Île de Sein, where time is at its most permeable and all unlived lives meet with virtually nothing to separate them.

We walk hand in hand along the cliff-top path trodden into the bumpy fields hundreds of years ago by customs officials and smugglers. We climb down from the cliffs.

We’re alone. It’s lunchtime, and everyone else is sitting down to their meals, relishing the pleasures of being alive and the chance to eat such wonderful things as moules marinières, lobster, wrasse, and cod.