Chapters (40)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- The Seven Orders of Clairvoyance
- The Seven Orders of Clairvoyance II
- The Seven Orders of Clairvoyance III
- The Seven Orders of Clairvoyance IV
- The Penal Colony of Sheol I
- 1 The Curse
- 2 The Liar
- 3 Confined
- 4 A Lecture upon the Shadow
- 5 The Indifferent
- 6 Community
- 7 The Bait
- 8 Of My Name
- 9 Variety
- 10 The Message
- 11 Of Weeping
- 12 A Fever
- 13 His Picture
- 14 The Sun Rising
- 15 Fall of a Wall
- 16 The Undertaking
- 17 The Will
- 18 The Good Morrow
- 19 The Blossom
- 20 A Little World
- 21 A Burnt Ship
- 22 The Triple Fool
- 23 Antiquary
- 24 The Dream
- 25 The Dissolution
- 26 Change
- 27 The Anniversary
- 28 The Prohibition
- 29 His Parting from Her
- Glossary
- Acknowledgments
- A Note on the Author
“You probably already know this,” I said, “but my body’s going to fall when I leave it. I’d appreciate it if you could catch me.”
I had to choke the words out. I hated asking him for a favor, even something so small and obvious.
“Of course,” Warden said.
I broke the eye contact first.
After a deep breath, I dislodged my spirit. At once my senses blurred, and I could see my dreamscape. I could already feel the æther. It grew stronger as I walked toward the edge of the poppy field, where it was dark. The æther was there, waiting for me.
I jumped.
I could see my silver cord, unraveling from my dreamscape, giving me a way to return. Warden’s dreamscape was close. The butterfly was only a dot beside it, a grain of sand beside a marble. I slid into its mind. There was no reactive jerk, no sudden panic from my host.
I found myself in a world of dreams. A world of color, washed in ocher light. The butterfly spent its days feeding on flowers, and their opulent colors made up all its memories. Ambrosial scents wafted from everywhere, lavender and grass and roses. I paced through the dewy dreamscape, heading for the brightest part. Pollen swirled from the flower-laden trees, catching in my hair. I’d never felt so free. There was no resistance; not even the faintest flinch of a defense mechanism. It was so painless, so easy and beautiful, like I’d stepped out of a heavy set of shackles. It felt natural. This was what my spirit longed to do, to wander in strange lands. It couldn’t stand being trapped in one body all the time. It had wanderlust.
When I came to the sunlit zone, I spied it: the lightest pink wisp of a spirit. I pursed my lips and blew, and it skittered away to the darker parts.
Now for the real test. If I’d worked this out correctly—and if Jax had been right when he explained it—stepping into the sunlit zone would allow me to take control of my new body.
As soon as I stepped into the circle, bright light flooded the whole dreamscape: golden light, rolling over me, filling my eyes and my skin and my blood. It blinded me. The world became a shattered diamond, an asterisk of luminous color.
For a while, there was nothing. My body vanished, and I couldn’t feel a thing. And then I woke up.