“On your feet, 26.”
Julian didn’t move.
“Stand up.”
He couldn’t do it. Of course he couldn’t—he’d just been hit in the face by a furious spirit. No voyant could just stand up after that.
His keeper delivered a hard kick to the side of his head. The white-jackets all stumbled back, as if she might turn on them next. She gave them a cold look before she swept away to the residence, her black dress billowing behind her. The humans exchanged glances before they followed. Not one of them stayed to help Julian. He lay on the grass, curled into the fetal position. I tried to push the gates open, but they caught on a heavy chain.
“Julian,” I called.
He twitched, then raised his head. When he saw me, he pushed himself back up and walked to the gates. His face glistened with sweat. Behind him, the lanterns went out.
“She likes me really,” he said. His mouth tweaked in a half-smile. “I’m her star pupil.”
“What kind of spirit was it?”
“Just an old ghost.” He rubbed his raw eyes. “Sorry, still seeing things.”
“What do you see?”
“Horses. Books. Fire.”
The ghost had left an impression of its death. It was an unpleasant aspect of spirit combat.
“Which Reph was that?” I said.
“Her name’s Aludra Chertan. I don’t know why she volunteered to be a keeper. She hates us.”
“They all hate us.” I looked at the lawn. Aludra hadn’t returned. “Can you come outside?”
“I can try.” He raised a hand to his head, grimacing. “Has your keeper fed on you yet?”
“I’ve barely seen him.” Something told me not to mention what had happened the night before.
“Aludra fed on Felix yesterday. He couldn’t stop shaking when he came round. She still made him train.”
“Was he okay?”
“Terrified. Couldn’t feel the æther for two hours.”
“They’re insane to do that to a voyant.” I looked over my shoulder, checking for guards. “I won’t let them feed on me.”
“You may not have a choice.” He unhooked a lantern from the gate. “Your keeper has quite the reputation. You say you’ve barely seen him?”
“He always leaves.”
“Why?”
“No idea.”
Julian looked at me for a long time. This close, I saw that he was full-sighted, like Liss. Half-sighted people could switch their spirit sight on and off, but Julian was forced to see the little threads of energy all the time.
“Let me come outside,” he said. “I haven’t eaten since yesterday morning. Evening. Whatever.”
“Can you get permission?”
“I can ask for it.”
I watched his shadow disappear into the residence. It occurred to me that he might never come out.
I waited for him near the Rookery. I was about to give up when a flash of white tunic caught my eye. Julian emerged through a small doorway, his hand over his face. I beckoned him.
“What happened?”
“The inevitable.” He sounded congested. “She said I could have food, but I wouldn’t be able to smell it. Or taste it.”