Her mind latched on to a single phrase. “Have there been others?”

He was silent.

“Have there?” she asked again.

He stopped brushing. It was answer enough.

A stab of jealousy took Julia unaware. She turned to look at him. And something in his face told her that there hadn’t been others; there had been only one. Another woman he’d been intimate with in this exact same way.

Hurt warred with curiosity within her breast. “Who was she?” she asked. But she feared she already knew the answer. It was his mistress, of course. The mother of his three children. Judging by their ages, Jasper had been with the woman for years.

He neither confirmed her suspicions nor denied them. Instead, he set aside her hairbrush and, rising from the bed, crossed the room to stand in front of the fire.

Worse and worse.

“You can tell me,” she said. “I won’t be jealous.” It was a lie. She was already jealous.

He faced her from across the short distance, the flames at his back. “You have no reason to be. It was a long time ago.”

She studied him in the firelight. “Did you care for her very much?”

“I did,” he admitted. “I loved her.”

Julia’s stomach clenched. Well. There it was. He’d been in love with his mistress. Perhaps he still loved her.

It served Julia right for asking.

A shiver went through her. She drew her shawl more firmly about her shoulders. If she had any sense, she wouldn’t ask him anything more. But as always, her inquisitiveness got the better of her. “What happened?”

He shrugged. “She died.”

Any relief Julia might have felt at the revelation was overshadowed by a genuine and immediate sympathy. “Oh, my dear,” she said softly. “I am sorry.”

Something flickered in his eyes. An emotion she couldn’t interpret. “Don’t be,” he said. “I told you, it was a long time ago.”

“I’m still sorry. If you loved her—”

“It’s in the past. I shouldn’t have mentioned it.” He came toward her. “You’re cold.”

She stood; the ends of her shawl twined in her fingers. “I am, rather. It’s past time I went to bed.”

He reached out to her.

“No, no.” She drew back from him. “I can manage. You must attend to yourself. I daresay you’re as tired as I am.”

She didn’t give him an opportunity to object. Hastily pulling back the coverlet, she clambered into bed and slid clumsily beneath the sheets. The faded pillow slip was soft on her cheek as she burrowed her face into the pillow, determined not to look as Jasper disrobed.

If he was disrobing.

The room had gone silent, save for the intermittent crackle of the fire. She sensed his presence near the bed, still standing there, as if on the verge of saying something.

Or doing something.

Anxiety bubbled within her. The mattress was indeed small. And Jasper Blunt was a large man. He outstripped her in height by nearly a foot. And he was easily more than six stone heavier than she was. She knew that much for a certainty. Only moments ago, she’d felt every inch of his powerfully muscled frame as he’d held her in his arms and kissed her.