She knew what it was to kiss a gentleman. To sleep with him every night in bed, and to feel his strength pressed up against her softness as he held her in a powerful embrace. She knew what it was to belong to a gentleman, and to feel that he belonged to her absolutely—regardless of his past or his secrets or any of the doubts she might still have about him.

And there were more than a few to plague her.

The children weren’t helping in that regard. Between the boys’ remarks about Jasper being a forger and Daisy’s constant avowal that Jasper had loved her mother more than anyone in the world, Julia was finding it a trifle difficult to get her footing.

“She’s sleeping all the time now,” Daisy said, standing over Dolly’s grave.

Julia glanced at her. “Did your mother sleep a great deal before?”

Daisy nodded bleakly.

Julia didn’t press her on the subject. Jasper had said that Dolly had been desperately ill in her final month. That she’d largely wasted away. Naturally, she must have spent a great amount of time in bed asleep. Though how Daisy knew of it, Julia hadn’t the slightest notion. The little girl had been barely a year old at the time of her mother’s death.

Kneeling down, Daisy removed the broken branches and stray leaves that had gathered over the burial mound.

Casting one last rueful look at her clean skirts, Julia knelt down on the grass beside her. She helped to clear away the debris.

“My mother was the nicest, kindest, most beautiful lady in the world,” Daisy informed her—not for the first time. “She loved me very much.”

“I’m sure she did.”

“Did your mother love you?”

Julia brushed the dried mud from the chiseled placard at the base of the angel. It was inscribed with Dolly’s name and the date of her death. “I don’t know,” she answered honestly.

“Is she dead, too?” Daisy asked.

“No, indeed. She lives in London.”

Daisy’s face scrunched in a frown. “Do you miss her?”

“I don’t, I’m afraid. My mother wasn’t very nice to me. She wasn’t at all like the kind of mother you had.”

Daisy’s eyes dropped to Dolly’s grave. “Charlie says she wasn’t nice.”

Julia stilled. “Oh?”

“She pinched me and hurt my arm. Charlie said I had a bruise this big.” Daisy indicated a large spot near her elbow. “I cried and cried.”

“I’m sorry to hear it.” Julia chose her next words with care. “Perhaps your mother was having a bad day?”

The idea seemed to give Daisy comfort. “She was very ill.” She paused. “Do you pinch people when you’re poorly?”

“I don’t pinch people at all. I would rather hug them and kiss them if they let me.”

Daisy’s lower lip gave a faint wobble.

Julia slipped her arm around Daisy’s narrow shoulders, drawing her close. She gave the little girl a brief but heartfelt hug. “There,” she said, pressing a kiss to her forehead before releasing her. “That’s the worst you can expect from me.”