Chapters (9)
(or Aladdin with his lamp—)
must I hurry so?
THE SNOW ON SADDLE MOUNTAIN
The only thing that can be relied on
is the snow on Kurakake Mountain.
fields and woods
thawing, freezing, and thawing,
totally untrustworthy.
it’s true, a great fuzzy windstorm
like yeast up there today, still
the only faint source of hope
is the snow on Kurakake mountain.
SPRING AND THE ASHURA
From the ash-colored steel of images:
akebia tendrils coil round clouds,
wildrose thicket, swampy leafmold—
everywhere a pattern of flattery
(amber splinters flooding down
thicker than woodwinds at noon)
the bitter taste of anger, the blueness.
at the depths in the brilliance of this april air
spitting, gnashing, pacing back and forth
I am an Ashura!
(the scene gets blurred by tears)
smashed bits of cloud cross my vision,
a holy crystal wind sweeps
the translucent sea of the sky.
Zypressen—one line of spring
blackly draws in ether,
—through those dark footsteps
the edge of the mountain of heaven shines.
(the shimmering mist, white polarization)
the true words are lost.
turn, clouds flying
ah, in the radiant depths of april
gnashing, burning, wander
I am one of the Ashuras:
(chalcedony clouds flowing
where is that singing, that spring bird?)
Sun Wheel shimmering blue
ashura echoing in the forest
heaven’s bowl giddily tilting over
clusters of giant coal-fern stretch up toward it.
pitifully dense—those branches
this whole double scene.
flash of a crow flapping
up from a treetop
—spiritless woods—
—the atmosphere clearer and clearer
cypress trees standing to heaven
in a dead hush—
a thing in the golden meadow:
just a person.
farmer wearing a straw cape looking at me
can he really see me
at the bottom of this shining sea of air?
blue over blue, deepening my sadness.
zypressen silently quivering
bird again cuts the blue
(my real feelings are not here
ashura tears on the ground)
breathing anew in the sky
lungs faintly contracting
(this body totally dispersed
mixed with the atoms of space)
twigs of a gingko still reflecting
cypress blacker and blacker
sparks of cloud pour down.
NOTE
Ashura is a Sanskrit Buddhist term for beings inhabiting one of the six realms of existence. They are malevolent giants in constant strife, often represented in art as human warriors, samurai, killing each other. The ashura realm is the warring, contentious, hostile area of the mind. The other five realms are hell-dwellers, hungry ghosts, animals, mankind, and devas.
CLOUD SEMAPHORE
Ah, it’s great! clear—clean—
wind blowing
farm tools twinkling
vague mountains
—lava-plug magma
all in a dream where there’s no time
when cloud semaphores
were already hung
in the stark blue east
the vague mountains …
wild geese will come
down to the four
cedars tonight!
THE SCENE
Clouds volatile as carbonic acid
blossoming cherries glow in the sun
wind comes again over the grasses
clipped tara trees tremble
—just finished spreading manure
in the sandy loam
now it’s all a picture in cobalt glaze.