Chapters (43)
- Cover
- Dedication
- fall
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- winter
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- spring
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- summer
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- fall
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- winter
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- spring and summer
- CHAPTER 28
- fall
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- Copyright
“Let me come,” Rainer said. I was sure she’d say no. He was newer than I was.
“It will be smaller than the last one,” she said. She smiled and touched his ear. “We’ll ask Dice.” They saw me staring and turned away.
Bay was due back soon. I had hoped that by now—a year in—I’d be trusted with showing a newcomer around, but I knew that after the rebirth I had to start from zero again. This time, Osha was in charge. She had a broad, ruddy Scandinavian face, flyaway hair, and energy for even the most onerous tasks. She was like Sara, invulnerable.
Bay’s car returned in late morning. I was on the porch, fixing a hole in the knee of my canvas pants, sewing with the same viney thread that Sara and I had used to string up the beans a month ago. Osha rushed out to greet the newcomer. I heard her say, “Right on time.” I kept my eyes on my sewing at first, because I wanted to seem busy.
“Here’s Harmony,” Osha said, “my wonderful sister.”
When I looked up, my stomach dropped. It was Isaac, my ex-boyfriend. Isaac, with his hammerhead eyes. I could scarcely believe it until I saw the claw tattoo on his temple.
Lindsay, I thought. Lindsay told. Then: He’s come to take me away. I wondered if he’d spoken with my mother—if she’d be coming too. I wondered what he’d do if I refused. If he’d try to get the police involved, calling it a kidnapping. Or if he’d try to number us—report us, get us for tax evasion, destroy the whole community. If investigators came they might look for Pear and link her death to me. I was a terrible liar—if they put me under oath, I did not know what I would say.
“Nice to meet you,” he said. What a good idea—we’d pretend we were strangers. He stuck out his hand, and I grasped it. I knew he was feeling my calluses as I felt his silky cold palm.
I said, “Welcome.” I avoided looking at his face. I looked down at his Velcro-closure tennis shoes. I looked up as Bay unfolded himself from the car and walked toward us. Bay was so rough looking, I’d forgotten; his skin was dented like a rained-on pond. I waved. He did not wave back. I could not look at Isaac.
“Nice to have you back, Bay!” I said. He raised his eyebrows and I felt silly. “Well, Osha,” Bay said, ignoring me, “why don’t you give our guest a tour?”
“I’ll come along,” I said.
“You’ll stay here with your sewing,” Osha said. I still could not look at Isaac. “You can show him the barn later, how about that?”