Contents ( 42)
- The Art of Breathing
- Part One: How We Became Who We Are
- Prologue: Or, Where the Kid Hears the Word of the Day
- 1. Where Tyson Learns to Breathe
- 2. Where Tyson Makes a Phone Call
- 3. Where Tyson Graduates and Bear Freaks Out
- 4. Where Tyson Says Good-Bye
- 5. Where Tyson Gets the Mail
- Part Two: Coming Home
- 6. Where Tyson Comes Home
- 7. Where Tyson Gives a History Lesson
- 8. Where Tyson Attends the Most Awkward Party Ever
- 9. Where Tyson Plans Attends a Protest
- 10. Where Tyson Gets Arrested
- 11. Where Tyson Gets His Ass Handed to Him
- 12. Where Tyson Writes Bad Poetry and Gawks at Frat Boys
- 13. Where Tyson Decides to Man the Fuck Up
- 14. Where Tyson Asks Some Questions
- 15. Where Tyson Remembers Theresa Jean Paquinn
- 16. Where Tyson Learns the Benefit of Therapy
- 17. Where Tyson Meets the Man Who Becomes Helena Handbasket
- 18. Where Tyson Gets Screwed at His Own Birthday Party (And Not in a Good Way)
- Part Three: Just Breathe
- 19. Where Tyson Goes to Helena Handbasket’s Sex Dungeon
- 20. Where Tyson Beholds the Awesome Wonder That Is Paul Auster
- 21. Where Tyson Receives Advice from the Six Sages
- 22. Where Tyson Makes a Phone Call
- 23. Where Tyson Hears the Inevitable
- 24. Where Tyson Meets His Match
- 25. Where Tyson Says Hello, Where Tyson Says Good-bye
- 26. Where Tyson Touches upon the Inevitable
- 27. Where Tyson Faces the Music
- 28. Where Tyson Breathes
- 29. Tyson And Dominic
- 30. The Art Of Breathing
- Epilogue: Or, Bear’s Perspective, As It Were (Yeah, He’s Gonna Freak)
- Author’s Note
- Excerpt
- Prologue: Or, Where Bear Answers the Door
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- By TJ Klune
By the grace of God, he’s cut off as the call is disconnected.
Dom shuts the door behind him.
“I was coming home,” I tell him.
“I know,” he says. He takes a step toward me.
“I was going to keep my promise.”
“I know.” Another step.
“I found something. With you.”
“Did you?” Another step.
“Yes. I think….”
“What?” One more step. He towers above me. He’s all I can see. “What do you think?”
And for the first time, I say the words I’ve wanted to believe for so long. “I think I’m going to be okay.”
He smiles. “Finally.”
“Maybe not all the way,” I warn him.
“But close enough.” He reaches out and takes my hands in his. Pulls me up. Wraps his arms around me. I breathe him in.
“This isn’t going to be easy,” I say. “Some days might suck.”
“They might,” he agrees.
“And I’m still going to be slightly manic.”
“Probably,” he says. “Slightly.” He moves his hands up and down my back.
“And I come with a whole shitload of issues.”
“Nothing I can’t handle,” he says, kissing my forehead.
“And I never stop talking.”
“Noted,” he says, lifting my shirt so he can touch bare skin.
“We need to make plans,” I tell him as he kisses my neck.
“We have been,” he says. “And we will.”
“Dom?”
“Ty?”
“We’re inevitable. Aren’t we?”
He stands up tall and cups my face in his hands. His gaze locks onto mine, and I tremble. “Yeah, Ty. We are. We always have been. And we always will be.”
There are other things that need to be said. Other things that need to be worked out. Other worries to focus on. And one very important thing he needs to hear from me. But those can wait. For now.
My shirt is up and over my head, and I’m fumbling with his buttons and zippers and buckles. I graze his flesh with my hands and I think back on what it’s taken for us to get to this point. All that we’ve sacrificed. All that we’ve done wrong. All the hurt and the pain and the sorrow. It’s worth it. I know that now. Life can suck. It can hurt. It has teeth and won’t hesitate to bite you. But if you pick yourself back up every time it knocks you down, it’ll start to hurt less, because you’ll be stronger. Greater. You’ll become who you’re supposed to be. At least, I think that’s how it works. I hope.
But that doesn’t matter now.
All that matters is him and me. Because that’s all there is.
He lifts me up and puts me back down on the bed. He stands over me, just watching.
“What?” I ask him.
He shakes his head. “Just you,” he says. “Ty?”
“Mmm?”
“This.”
“This?”
“Us.”
“Yeah.”
“It’s good, huh?”
“Yeah. It’s good.”
“Solid.”
“As a rock.”
“Better.”
“Than what?”
“I thought it could be.”
“Took us a while.”
He chuckles. “You could say that.”