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  1. The Art of Breathing
  2. Part One: How We Became Who We Are
  3. Prologue: Or, Where the Kid Hears the Word of the Day
  4. 1. Where Tyson Learns to Breathe
  5. 2. Where Tyson Makes a Phone Call
  6. 3. Where Tyson Graduates and Bear Freaks Out
  7. 4. Where Tyson Says Good-Bye
  8. 5. Where Tyson Gets the Mail
  9. Part Two: Coming Home
  10. 6. Where Tyson Comes Home
  11. 7. Where Tyson Gives a History Lesson
  12. 8. Where Tyson Attends the Most Awkward Party Ever
  13. 9. Where Tyson Plans Attends a Protest
  14. 10. Where Tyson Gets Arrested
  15. 11. Where Tyson Gets His Ass Handed to Him
  16. 12. Where Tyson Writes Bad Poetry and Gawks at Frat Boys
  17. 13. Where Tyson Decides to Man the Fuck Up
  18. 14. Where Tyson Asks Some Questions
  19. 15. Where Tyson Remembers Theresa Jean Paquinn
  20. 16. Where Tyson Learns the Benefit of Therapy
  21. 17. Where Tyson Meets the Man Who Becomes Helena Handbasket
  22. 18. Where Tyson Gets Screwed at His Own Birthday Party (And Not in a Good Way)
  23. Part Three: Just Breathe
  24. 19. Where Tyson Goes to Helena Handbasket’s Sex Dungeon
  25. 20. Where Tyson Beholds the Awesome Wonder That Is Paul Auster
  26. 21. Where Tyson Receives Advice from the Six Sages
  27. 22. Where Tyson Makes a Phone Call
  28. 23. Where Tyson Hears the Inevitable
  29. 24. Where Tyson Meets His Match
  30. 25. Where Tyson Says Hello, Where Tyson Says Good-bye
  31. 26. Where Tyson Touches upon the Inevitable
  32. 27. Where Tyson Faces the Music
  33. 28. Where Tyson Breathes
  34. 29. Tyson And Dominic
  35. 30. The Art Of Breathing
  36. Epilogue: Or, Bear’s Perspective, As It Were (Yeah, He’s Gonna Freak)
  37. Author’s Note
  38. Excerpt
  39. Prologue: Or, Where Bear Answers the Door
  40. More from TJ Klune
  41. Readers love the Bear, Otter, and the Kid Chronicles by TJ Klune
  42. By TJ Klune

“To the Green Monstrosity?”

“Yeah. There’s something I need to do.”

“I’m not going to like this, am I?”

I kiss him lightly. “Probably not. But if it ends like I think it will, then none of that will matter anymore.”

“I need to call Stacey,” he says. “Check in with her first.”

“She says to call her tomorrow, that Ben is fine. They had a blast on their trip. Seems Ben likes cotton candy far too much and Mickey gave him a hug.”

He smiles. “Oh yeah? And when did she say that?”

“Earlier. We talked.”

“Good?”

“Good.”

He holds me close.

“YOU SURE about this?” I ask, looking out the window at the Green Monstrosity.

He snorts. “Are you asking for me or for you?”

“For you, of course.” That’s a total lie.

“I’m fine,” he says cheerfully.

Bastard. “Lucky you,” I mutter. I get out of the SUV. He meets me around front. He kisses me once.

Then the door opens.

Bear.

I don’t know which one of us runs first. Maybe we both start at the same time. But one moment we’re watching each other, and the next we’re crashing into each other and I’m struggling to maintain composure as my brother hugs me as hard as he can. I allow myself to think how high that kite flies for just a moment, but then it doesn’t matter. All that matters is that despite everything that happened to us, Bear and I survived. We might not be perfect. Far from it, in fact. We think too much. We worry too much. We never stop talking. But that’s okay. We’re alive and there’s the possibility of a future, however uncertain it might be.

That’s enough.

“SO YOU guys are fucking now?” Bear asks evenly as he leans against the counter.

Okay, maybe it wasn’t enough. “Bear!” I yelp, shocked.

“Oh Lord,” Otter groans.

“What?” Bear asks. “If he’s old enough to make these kinds of choices, then he’s old enough for me to tell it like it is.” There’s a harshness to his voice I haven’t heard in a very long time. It doesn’t bode well for how this conversation is going to go.

“Don’t be so crass,” Otter admonishes him lightly.

“And besides,” I say, “you were only one year older than me when you and Otter started fucking.”

“That’s… you don’t….” Bear sputters. “You can’t… you watch your mouth!”

“Are you sure you want to be in this?” Otter asks Dominic. “It’s too late for me, but you still have a chance to run.”

“It really is too late for you,” Bear agrees. “You try to escape, I’ll go Annie Wilkes on your legs.”

Otter sighs. “It’s good to know that even after all this time, you can still make my heart jump with romantic threats of violence.”

“I figured that out a long time ago,” Dom says to Otter. “I probably couldn’t get away even if I tried. He’s surprisingly resourceful.”

“They both are,” Otter says. “It’s scary. You just wait.”