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Contents ( 42)
  1. The Art of Breathing
  2. Part One: How We Became Who We Are
  3. Prologue: Or, Where the Kid Hears the Word of the Day
  4. 1. Where Tyson Learns to Breathe
  5. 2. Where Tyson Makes a Phone Call
  6. 3. Where Tyson Graduates and Bear Freaks Out
  7. 4. Where Tyson Says Good-Bye
  8. 5. Where Tyson Gets the Mail
  9. Part Two: Coming Home
  10. 6. Where Tyson Comes Home
  11. 7. Where Tyson Gives a History Lesson
  12. 8. Where Tyson Attends the Most Awkward Party Ever
  13. 9. Where Tyson Plans Attends a Protest
  14. 10. Where Tyson Gets Arrested
  15. 11. Where Tyson Gets His Ass Handed to Him
  16. 12. Where Tyson Writes Bad Poetry and Gawks at Frat Boys
  17. 13. Where Tyson Decides to Man the Fuck Up
  18. 14. Where Tyson Asks Some Questions
  19. 15. Where Tyson Remembers Theresa Jean Paquinn
  20. 16. Where Tyson Learns the Benefit of Therapy
  21. 17. Where Tyson Meets the Man Who Becomes Helena Handbasket
  22. 18. Where Tyson Gets Screwed at His Own Birthday Party (And Not in a Good Way)
  23. Part Three: Just Breathe
  24. 19. Where Tyson Goes to Helena Handbasket’s Sex Dungeon
  25. 20. Where Tyson Beholds the Awesome Wonder That Is Paul Auster
  26. 21. Where Tyson Receives Advice from the Six Sages
  27. 22. Where Tyson Makes a Phone Call
  28. 23. Where Tyson Hears the Inevitable
  29. 24. Where Tyson Meets His Match
  30. 25. Where Tyson Says Hello, Where Tyson Says Good-bye
  31. 26. Where Tyson Touches upon the Inevitable
  32. 27. Where Tyson Faces the Music
  33. 28. Where Tyson Breathes
  34. 29. Tyson And Dominic
  35. 30. The Art Of Breathing
  36. Epilogue: Or, Bear’s Perspective, As It Were (Yeah, He’s Gonna Freak)
  37. Author’s Note
  38. Excerpt
  39. Prologue: Or, Where Bear Answers the Door
  40. More from TJ Klune
  41. Readers love the Bear, Otter, and the Kid Chronicles by TJ Klune
  42. By TJ Klune

There’s a knock at the door. Almost like I was expecting it, by the way I pull it open.

Light spills out onto Dom. He looks nervous. Unsure. He reaches up and scratches the back of his head and looks down toward his feet. “I… I got you something,” he says. “For your birthday.”

“Oh, hey! You didn’t need to—”

He thrusts a badly wrapped package into my hands. It’s heavy. Something shifts and rattles inside.

I look up at him, not knowing what to expect. He nods and then turns, walks out to his car. Gets in. Starts it. Drives away.

All without another word.

I watch as the taillights fade into the dark. Eventually, they’re gone and I’m alone.

I close the door.

Sit on the floor, my back against the wall.

Put the package between my legs. Slide my fingers underneath the paper. It tears easily. It sounds so loud in the quiet of the house.

Inside is a wooden box, carved ornately with little flowers and leaves on the lid, swirling as if they’d once grown but long since died and hardened and became part of the box. The wood itself is dark and smooth, well-oiled and cared for. Brass hinges attach at the rear.

I lift the lid.

There’s a note on top, folded in half. I take it out and see the familiar scrawl inside.

Always meant for you to have this. I guess I thought I’d have more time to make sure you got it. Not your fault.

I know sometimes these things happen. That’s life.

This belonged to my mother. It’s one of the few things left of her. You never knew her, of course, but I think she’d like you to have it. That’s what I tell myself, anyway. But I think it’s true.

Inside is everything, Tyson. Everything about you and me.

Everything that makes us who we are.

The note falls at my side.

I look inside the box.

It’s our story.

And it is. Oh my God, it is. Little things. All these little things.

Here is a ticket stub for the first movie we ever saw together, some horrendous summer blockbuster with special effects and explosions that we both made fun of but secretly loved.

Here is a page from an awful epic poem I’d written about the battle against that malicious force known as Santa/Satan.

Here is a tattered photograph of us standing side by side, and I’m so small next to him. Just a little guy. Both our faces are upturned and exploding in color as we watch fireworks burst above us.

Here is a note I’d written him and left in his car when I was eleven, lamenting my new teacher and how trivial she seemed, and didn’t Dominic think the public school system was failing me? Didn’t he think it’d be better if I was homeschooled? We’ll have to find some way to trick Bear into doing this, I wrote. Or I should just skip to high school and go to class with you. That would probably be the wisest decision. Let us work on a plan tonight.