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Contents (117)
  1. Prologue
  2. 1
  3. The Roommates
  4. 2
  5. The Commute
  6. 3
  7. The Penthouse
  8. 4
  9. Strike Two
  10. 5
  11. The Test
  12. 6
  13. The Sugar Bowl
  14. 7
  15. The Profile
  16. 8
  17. The Baby
  18. 9
  19. The Drink
  20. 10
  21. The Morning After
  22. 11
  23. Nick
  24. 12
  25. The Play
  26. 13
  27. The Call
  28. 14
  29. The Bistro
  30. 15
  31. The Sleepover
  32. 16
  33. Facebook
  34. 17
  35. Emily
  36. 18
  37. The Arrangement
  38. 19
  39. The Incident
  40. 20
  41. The Sighting
  42. 21
  43. Broadway
  44. 22
  45. Honduras
  46. 23
  47. Vermont
  48. 24
  49. Ohio
  50. 25
  51. The Face-off
  52. 26
  53. Park Avenue
  54. 27
  55. The Sex Trade
  56. 28
  57. The Real Estate Agent
  58. 29
  59. The Delusion
  60. 30
  61. The Studio
  62. 31
  63. Self-harm
  64. 32
  65. The Necklace
  66. 33
  67. The Reason
  68. 34
  69. The Met
  70. 35
  71. The Return
  72. 36
  73. The Invitation
  74. 37
  75. The Encounter
  76. 38
  77. The T-Shirt
  78. 39
  79. The Luxury Liner
  80. 40
  81. Double Vodka Cranberry
  82. 41
  83. The Footprint
  84. 42
  85. The Zoo
  86. 43
  87. The High Line
  88. 44
  89. Smooth Jazz
  90. 45
  91. Green Eyes
  92. 46
  93. Blood
  94. 47
  95. The Knock
  96. 48
  97. Holding
  98. 49
  99. The Arraignment
  100. 50
  101. Freedom
  102. 51
  103. The Lawyers
  104. 52
  105. Discovery
  106. 53
  107. The Revelation
  108. 54
  109. The Return
  110. 55
  111. The Sentence
  112. 56
  113. The Gift
  114. 57
  115. The Truth
  116. Acknowledgments
  117. About the Author

Natalie had few friends, wasn’t close to her family, all she had was Gabe. And yet, when she needed him, he left her hurt, alone, damaged. Why? To placate his in-laws, who didn’t respect him enough to speak his fucking language? To be there for his daughter, who’d disappeared the moment her grandparents left? Or was it to please his emotionally distant wife, who was indifferent to his presence?

Celeste walked in, looking weary from the long drive. “Hey,” she mumbled, barely looking at him. “Where’s Violet?”

“She went into the city to see that play, remember? I told her she could stay at the apartment tonight.”

“Right.” She grabbed a glass and filled it with filtered water. He watched her take a lemon from a porcelain bowl full of them and roll it on the marble surface to soften it. As she was cutting a wedge, Gabe set his sandwich down.

“We need to talk.”

Was he really going to do this? Was he going to end his twenty-nine-year marriage to be with his twenty-one-year-old sugar baby? The moment felt fantastical, dreamlike. But it also felt right. Natalie needed him. And he needed her. He needed her love, her devotion, her adoration. He deserved it.

“We do,” Celeste agreed. “Let’s sit down.”

What was happening? He was about to leave his wife, and suddenly she was hijacking the conversation. But he left his sandwich on the counter and followed her to the sofa. Celeste set her water glass on the reclaimed barn door that served as a coffee table in their casual family room and began.

“I was waiting for my parents to leave. For Violet to be out. There’s something you should know.”

“Okay . . .”

“Violet’s been harming herself.”

He felt himself go pale. “What?”

“She’s been cutting herself. And burning herself with matches.”

“Jesus, Celeste . . .” Parenting was his wife’s job—her only job. “How could you let this happen?”

“She hid it from me. Under her clothes. I think it’s the pressure of living up to our expectations . . . And I think she’s worried about me.” Celeste swallowed. “About us.”

“What do you mean?”

“I think she’s afraid that once she moves out, we’ll split up.” His wife’s eyes filled with tears. “She worries about my health. If the cancer comes back, and I don’t have your support . . .”

“That’s not going to happen,” Gabe said, but his words sounded hollow and false.

“And she’s afraid that, if we separate, she won’t see you. I know she doesn’t act like it, but deep down, she still adores you.” Celeste reached for his hand. “She still needs you, Gabriel. She needs you so much.”

His world tilted on its axis. Moments ago, he’d been prepared to walk away from his wife, from his daughter, from all the years they’d invested. But this changed everything. His darling girl was hurting herself, cutting and burning her skin. Because she was afraid she’d lose him. Violet still loved him, adored him, depended on him. . . . He would not abandon her and her mother; he would not be a selfish, narcissistic cliché. When he got back to the city, he would end it with Natalie. He’d be there for his family. In a weird way, Violet’s self-harm had saved her parents’ marriage.