Chapters (132)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Praise
- Dedication
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- PROLOGUE
- PART ONE
- Chapter 1.
- Chapter 2.
- Chapter 3.
- Chapter 4.
- Chapter 5.
- Chapter 6.
- PART TWO
- Chapter 7.
- Chapter 8.
- Chapter 9.
- Chapter 10.
- Chapter 11.
- Chapter 12.
- Chapter 13.
- Chapter 14.
- Chapter 15.
- Chapter 16.
- Chapter 17.
- Chapter 18.
- Chapter 19.
- Chapter 20.
- Chapter 21.
- Chapter 22.
- Chapter 23.
- Chapter 24.
- Chapter 25.
- Chapter 26.
- Chapter 27.
- Chapter 28.
- Chapter 29.
- Chapter 30.
- Chapter 31.
- Chapter 32.
- Chapter 33.
- Chapter 34.
- Chapter 35.
- Chapter 36.
- Chapter 37.
- Chapter 38.
- Chapter 39.
- Chapter 40.
- Chapter 41.
- Chapter 42.
- Chapter 43.
- Chapter 44.
- Chapter 45.
- Chapter 46.
- Chapter 47.
- Chapter 48.
- Chapter 49.
- Chapter 50.
- Chapter 51.
- Chapter 52.
- Chapter 53.
- Chapter 54.
- Chapter 55.
- Chapter 56.
- Chapter 57.
- Chapter 58.
- Chapter 59.
- Chapter 60.
- Chapter 61.
- Chapter 62.
- Chapter 63.
- Chapter 64.
- Chapter 65.
- Chapter 66.
- Chapter 67.
- Chapter 68.
- Chapter 69.
- Chapter 70.
- Chapter 71.
- Chapter 72.
- Chapter 73.
- PART THREE
- Chapter 74.
- Chapter 75.
- Chapter 76.
- Chapter 77.
- Chapter 78.
- Chapter 79.
- Chapter 80.
- Chapter 81.
- Chapter 82.
- Chapter 83.
- Chapter 84.
- Chapter 85.
- Chapter 86.
- Chapter 87.
- Chapter 88.
- Chapter 89.
- Chapter 90.
- Chapter 91.
- Chapter 92.
- Chapter 93.
- Chapter 94.
- Chapter 95.
- Chapter 96.
- Chapter 97.
- Chapter 98.
- Chapter 99.
- Chapter 100.
- Chapter 101.
- Chapter 102.
- Chapter 103.
- Chapter 104.
- Chapter 105.
- Chapter 106.
- Chapter 107.
- Chapter 108.
- Chapter 109.
- Chapter 110.
- Chapter 111.
- Chapter 112.
- Chapter 113.
- Chapter 114.
- Chapter 115.
- Chapter 116.
- Chapter 117.
- Chapter 118.
- EPILOGUE 1
- EPILOGUE 2
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- Extract
- About the Publisher
This time, he drove first back into the centre of the town, where he found a dingy, smoke-filled backstreet café and ate a small lunch of barbecued chicken and kaftaji, washed down with Pepsi and a couple of Imodium – he hadn’t got a local’s stomach.
He ordered a second kaftaji, wrapped in aluminium foil, as a takeaway for later, and left, heading east towards Ras Ajdir, the northernmost border crossing into Libya, seventy-odd kilometres distant.
He had a feeling of great calmness upon him – the sense that what he was doing was pre-ordained, and that he was being watched over by a great benevolence.
Occasionally, fear did arise from the hidden depths of his subconscious, bringing with it the beautiful faces of Farzana and precious Aalia.
For him, death was never far away, and he had many times imagined his wife hearing the news, imagined her telling their daughter that daddy would not be coming home.
Unable to explain why.
No grave to visit.
No final call home.
Nothing but memories – memories which would fade until he was just a ghost.
Whenever he imagined that – and he tried hard to push it out of his mind – it brought a lump to his throat.
He feared for his wife and daughter, he had to admit that.
But, truly, he did not fear death itself.
He was a soldier, engaged in the greatest war of all, and if it was his time, then it was his time.
But Allah protected the righteous, and – though others would certainly have disagreed – Zeff Mahsoud firmly believed that he was among that number.
So he was able to harden his heart and push his wife and daughter away from his thoughts.
He was ready for a thorough interrogation at the Ben Gardane border post, but the Mercedes had several boxes of T-shirts in the boot, and he was hoping to pass as a day trader.
He was indeed pulled to one side by a couple of guards, who gave his passport a cursory examination and told him to get out of the vehicle.
‘Why are you going over the border?’ said one of the men, a beady-eyed character with acne scars and a thin moustache.
‘I’m going to Zuwara,’ said Mahsoud, in his halting tounsi. ‘I have things to sell to the market stall holders.’
‘Open up,’ said the guard.
Mahsoud clicked the boot open.
The guard pulled his AK47 over his shoulder, reached in, and opened the boxes.
‘Just T-shirts,’ said Mahsoud.
The guard said nothing, but delved to the bottom of each box, feeling for any contraband.
Eventually, satisfied, he took a handful of the shirts, and spread them out on the bonnet.
‘Tommy Hilfiger,’ he said, approvingly. ‘Genuine?’
‘No,’ said Mahsoud, with an apologetic smile. ‘But they’re the best copies you’ll find. And the labels are real.’
‘How much?’ said the guard.