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Contents (43)
  1. Dedication
  2. Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. 2 weeks later
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Chapter 33
  36. Chapter 34
  37. Chapter 35
  38. Six weeks later
  39. Chapter 36
  40. One more thing before you go…
  41. Acknowledgements
  42. About the Author
  43. Copyright

‘It is bad? You think you can walk? I can give you a piggy-back if you like.’

Thankfully, this kind-but-ridiculous suggestion has the effect of distracting me from my pain and my wounded pride.

‘That won’t be necessary.’ I laugh weakly. ‘I’m OK. Plus, I don’t think we’re quite there yet, do you?’

‘Didn’t know there were qualifying criteria for that. Seriously, Alex. I know people fall about laughing because of my incredible sense of humour, but I think you took it too far.’

‘Not sure that’s so helpful right now, Dhruv.’ Emmanuel swoops in from behind him. ‘Alex, are you really all right?’

‘I’m fine,’ I assure her. ‘Really. It was one of those falls where it’s far more painful in the moment.’

Helped up by Dhruv and Emmanuel, I dust myself down and spot Danielle standing with Felix and Aadesh. To say she is enjoying my unfortunate accident would be an understatement. Thankfully, the guys are not wearing similar expressions; they look as concerned as Dhruv and Emmanuel, but they’ve clearly decided I’m in good hands.

‘Can you walk all right?’ Emmanuel asks.

I put weight on my leg and automatically flinch as my injured knee protests about the movement. But there’s no way this is ruining my evening – especially as I’m painfully aware of why it happened in the first place. This time there’s no disputing it’s an unfortunate by-product of my MS. Every now and again, I seem to misjudge things spatially or my body doesn’t quite do what I expect it to. Not badly, but enough to bump my leg on a cabinet or have a minor trip of some kind. Normally I can cover it up, and no one notices. Today’s unfortunate incident obviously doesn’t fall into that category; this time I’ve gone down in style and I’m going to have a hell of a bruise to remind me of it. It’s a stark and grim reminder of my illness. However, I’m determined to rescue whatever pride I can from this situation.

‘I’m fine. Honestly.’ I bend and straighten my knee a few times to loosen it up. ‘Now let’s go before they give our table away.’

I don’t need to tell Emmanuel twice. She instinctively trusts me to handle this situation myself. If this had happened back home, my mother-slash-sister-slash-colleagues would be carting me off home in a taxi faster than Usain Bolt could reach the hundred-metre finish line.

We amble across the remainder of the plaza into the cluster of food and drink establishments on the canal-side of Brindley Place. Reaching the team’s regular drinking haunt, I quickly forget my hot, throbbing knee and soak up the ‘gateway to the weekend’ celebrations.

An hour later, we’re sat at a picnic-style table in the outdoor section of a trendy hipster cocktail bar, bathing in the remnants of the warmth from the day. The sun has sneaked behind the roof of the restaurant opposite, leaving us in no doubt that we’ll be heading indoors before long.