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Chapters (36)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Tricia Sullivan
  3. Also by Tricia Sullivan and available from Titan Books
  4. Title Page
  5. Dedication
  6. Body confidence
  7. The first cut
  8. Cardboard box in Wandsworth Town
  9. How not to be a doormat
  10. ASMR
  11. The pigeon sisters
  12. Flowers for Algernon: the club remix
  13. Copernican Principle
  14. The Dark Side
  15. Why
  16. Creeper
  17. Sleepwalkers Anonymous
  18. Oneric Crime
  19. Our friend can go again
  20. Unique and impactful
  21. Doctor Lady Reverend
  22. Stack
  23. Cone of Silence
  24. Two takeaways plus tea
  25. Sleep paralysis personified
  26. Knitters, cat-lovers, tea-drinkers
  27. Big sky
  28. Little bird
  29. Mrs H-W strikes back
  30. Unfair to snakes
  31. For real
  32. Moose reserve
  33. Delivered by ghost pigeon
  34. Awake
  35. Acknowledgements
  36. About The Author

I’m torn between the compulsion to wake Meera and save her, and the need to hunt down the entity that has got hold of her. I have to find out who is really behind the killings. I can’t keep peeling the onion. Sooner or later, I must arrive at the centre.

‘Stay awake, Meera. Something has hold of you. Everything you do in this dream, you’ll do in real life. I’ve seen too many people die. You need to sit down and stay still.’

She doesn’t listen. Now she’s wearing a mask – the same symbol-covered white mask, distorted like a scream. With an icy grip, she seizes hold of my arms. The navy suit she was wearing has morphed into a long black dress. She’s looking more and more like the Creeper. I want to break away from her grasp but at least if she’s holding me, she can’t throw herself off any heights.

‘Charlie. At last we meet.’ It’s the American voice from Mel’s dreams.

In a shaky voice I ask, ‘Who is speaking?’

Meera’s arms come around me. Her white mask bends over me. The American voice is laughing, too. I take one more step back in reflexive horror, but I haven’t realised how close we’re standing to the edge of the Sweet Dreams platform.

I go over the edge.

The platform, the scaffolds, the ledge of safety provided by BigSky are gone. Meera and I are tumbling arse-over-teakettle through the darkness. Her body goes slack, like a puppet’s, and as we fall it deflates, so that by the time we hit the water she’s just a black dress and a mask. Like the witch from Oz.

It doesn’t hurt to hit the dream water. So there’s that. I go under. Bubbles. Cold green. I come up in an impotent fury. I’m in a canal, still in the dream, clutching the empty black dress and the white plastic mask.

‘Where are you?’

No American voice. No answer.

I’m angry with myself for stepping back off the platform’s edge when I should have stepped forward into Meera. Now I’ve lost her. It’s like Mel all over again.

I’m not waking up yet. I have to trust Shandy to do her job. My job is to get inside the Creeper, find out where it really lives, what it really is. I’m so accustomed to running away and hiding that I must force myself to hunt, to pursue, to aggress. I swim to the bank with burning muscles and labouring breath. I haul myself out.