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Chapters (36)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Tricia Sullivan
  3. Also by Tricia Sullivan and available from Titan Books
  4. Title Page
  5. Dedication
  6. Body confidence
  7. The first cut
  8. Cardboard box in Wandsworth Town
  9. How not to be a doormat
  10. ASMR
  11. The pigeon sisters
  12. Flowers for Algernon: the club remix
  13. Copernican Principle
  14. The Dark Side
  15. Why
  16. Creeper
  17. Sleepwalkers Anonymous
  18. Oneric Crime
  19. Our friend can go again
  20. Unique and impactful
  21. Doctor Lady Reverend
  22. Stack
  23. Cone of Silence
  24. Two takeaways plus tea
  25. Sleep paralysis personified
  26. Knitters, cat-lovers, tea-drinkers
  27. Big sky
  28. Little bird
  29. Mrs H-W strikes back
  30. Unfair to snakes
  31. For real
  32. Moose reserve
  33. Delivered by ghost pigeon
  34. Awake
  35. Acknowledgements
  36. About The Author

I am very drunk but wide awake. Shandy falls asleep in my bed. At some point around four a.m., Roman brings me a cup of camomile tea while I sit on the sofa watching the room sway, then takes a handmade afghan from the back of O’s favourite chair and drapes it over my shoulders, reaching around me to tuck it in while I sip the tea. I’m surprised by the amount of muscle in his arm.

‘Nice bicep,’ I hear myself say, then drink tea to hide my embarrassment.

‘It’s my wanking arm.’

The tea comes back out through my nose.

‘That’s better,’ Roman says. ‘We’re going to get through this, OK? I made coffee. I’ll stay awake so you can sleep. I have work to do, and if I run out of that I can mainline the latest season of Physics Goats—’

‘Spoiler: Episode Seven has dark matter monsters.’

‘Good to know. I’ll be here and I’ll watch you. Nothing’s going to happen to you. In a matter of hours, we should know where that other pigeon has got to. Unless it lands on a cruise ship heading for Barbados, it’ll end up somewhere in France. Donato will cross-reference the location with what we know about O and Elstree.’

He thinks I’m afraid of being attacked. He has no idea that I’m really planning to hack Elstree and make him disappear for ever.

No wonder I sometimes feel unreal. I can be thinking things and no one else knows what they are. That doesn’t seem right, somehow. It’s not like that in dreams. In dreams, my guts and heart are right out there in the environmental content. In dreams, I’m an open wound.

I’m not even making sense to myself.

‘It was a robot, what built that dream,’ I tell Roman. ‘Martin doesn’t have the balls to stand up to me so he sent a robot to do his dirty work.’

‘How can you be so sure?’

‘It felt like being in a VR game, not a real dream. And the only person in the dream besides myself was a mechanical bird. It was nothing like the dream with Daphne or even the Creeper dreams, except that he used the Creeper to attack me at the beginning. I think it’s the way he disables the R.E.M. atonia. But the rest was different.’

Roman smiles. ‘So you are coming around to my view that the Creeper is a phenomenon, not a person.’

‘Maybe. In the dream I heard his voice. He said something about being able to keep me sleeping. Like he had some mechanical way of doing it.’

‘The idea of an AI dream agent is right in line with what we know about BigSky’s ambitions.’

‘Yeah, but how would Martin Elstree get hold of that kind of tech?’