Back Summer in the City
Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Fiona Collins
  4. Dedication
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. CHAPTER 36
  41. CHAPTER 37
  42. CHAPTER 38
  43. CHAPTER 39
  44. CHAPTER 40
  45. CHAPTER 41
  46. CHAPTER 42
  47. CHAPTER 43
  48. CHAPTER 44
  49. CHAPTER 45
  50. CHAPTER 46
  51. CHAPTER 47
  52. Three Months Later
  53. Acknowledgements
  54. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Is he nervous? I know he would never admit it if he was, but we both know he hasn’t been further than the doctor’s for years. When he had the dogs, he went everywhere. Did everything. Family glue, those guide dogs were. When a lovely lady came to The Palladian and took away our last dog, Folly, on a rainy day one autumn, and she trotted out the door so sweetly and so resignedly, it broke all three of our hearts, but Dad’s shut down that day and we knew that was the end of the little life we had known. He became just a kernel of the man he was before. A man who retreated into his armchair without hope, and no desire to look for it again.

Not that I can talk.

‘Is the Enterprise pub still here?’ asks Dad.

‘Yep, still here,’ I say. God, we’ve got a long way to go.

‘And the hi-fi shop?’

‘Nope, that’s gone. Do you need water yet, Dad?’ I have a small bottle in my bag.

‘We’ve only just left the flat, Prue; of course I don’t!’

He is nervous. I haven’t seen him this snappy for a long time. We both need to chill out, I think. It’s only a seven-minute walk from Chalk Farm tube station to Camden Lock – we’re acting like we’re hiking to John o’Groat’s. In a hurricane.

‘Careful, Dad. Single file here.’ Half of the pavement is gone, suddenly, cordoned off with scaffolding. There’s a smooth little manoeuvre we employ for narrow paths, almost like a dance move. My left arm goes behind my back, for Dad to hold on to; he takes smaller steps not to tread on my heels, and we go single file.

‘God bless you,’ says an old man as we pass him under the scaffolding.

‘Why, thank you, good sir,’ says Dad, all Dickensian. I know he is being thoroughly sarcastic. He’s always had this when he goes out: people blessing him left, right and centre. I’ve forgotten how ‘blessed’ Dad can be.

‘OK, you can come back next to me,’ I say to Dad, once the pavement opens up again.

‘Keep going straight?’ he asks as he returns to take my arm above the elbow.

‘Keep going straight.’

We walk. Dad taps. My fringe sticks to my forehead.

‘Whereabouts are we now, Prue?’ Dad asks after a while.

‘We’re just coming past all the tattoo parlours.’ The smell of food is beginning to come our way now; music starts to pump out of shop doorways. I wonder how many times he and Mum walked past these shops as teenagers. How many times they went jeans shopping.