Chapters (54)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Fiona Collins
- Dedication
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- Three Months Later
- Acknowledgements
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
‘I’m just early.’ He shrugs. ‘Well, actually, I wanted to talk to you. You look awful, by the way. Where are you going?’
I look up. ‘Thanks. None of your business. I’ve got an appointment.’
‘What sort of appointment?’ I recognize that blue checked shirt. He often wore it to the pub.
‘Mind your own business,’ I repeat.
He’s not moving. I’m going to have to swerve round him. I want him to bugger off. I slalom round him, but he grabs my arm – firmly but gently – and stops me in my tracks. His arm is tanned. The sleeves of his shirt are rolled up. I don’t want his hand on me.
‘You look upset,’ he says. ‘Maybe I can help, if you need to talk.’
‘No. I told you, I have an appointment!’
I extricate his hand from my arm and start walking away from him, swiftly, my phone still in my hand. Derek is now seven minutes away. Kemp is on my left, walking at pace beside me, his hair flopping over his forehead. Bugger off, just bugger off, I mutter in my mind. Why can’t people just bugger off?
‘Can we talk about something?’
‘Not right now.’
‘About your paintings?’
‘Not that again!’ I’m striding but he’s matching my pace.
‘I’ve just been to see a friend of mine about them.’
‘What?’
Derek is five minutes away. He’s still on Malden Road.
‘They deserve to be seen. They should be hanging in a gallery. I’ve just come from my mate Col’s gallery in Old Street and I showed him the photos I took. Of your work.’
I almost drop my phone. It slides into my elbow and Kemp catches it and hands it back to me, with a smile. I have to look at his face. We’re still walking fast. I check my phone once more. Six minutes again? For God’s sake, hurry up, Derek!
‘Don’t you want to know what he said?’
‘Not really.’
‘You don’t want to know?’
‘No, I don’t want to know!’
‘You’re still angry with me, aren’t you? About that stupid friends with benefits thing?’ He veers past a couple sharing a huge panini. ‘You really don’t see it, do you, Prue?’
‘No, I guess I don’t.’ I am walking so fast now I think I might take off into a run and run for my life.
‘Oh, come on, slow down. I’m sweating cobs here.’
‘I don’t want to slow down.’
‘Then shall I tell you what I want?’
‘It does seem to be all about you, so yes, if you must.’
‘I want you.’
A tourist pushes past us with a backpack. Hello Kitty, like the one I had on my face when I met Salvi. Mysterious, intoxicating Salvi. The right man for me. The right man for me.