Chapters (54)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Fiona Collins
- Dedication
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- Three Months Later
- Acknowledgements
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
‘How’s your coffee, madam?’ Salvi emerges from the bedroom in a dark grey suit and tie.
‘Perfect, thank you.’ I hug my coffee mug like an actress and sip from it slowly.
I didn’t sleep with him. It’s not that I didn’t want to; I did. I was ready to be arch seductress, fevered femme fatale – roles I have never taken on and have no clue about, but was ready to give a good go – as we tumbled through the door, kissing and kissing, but it didn’t happen. Salvi pressed pause – to get us another drink, to fuss over preparing a bowl of trendy-looking snacks – and somehow we ended up sitting on his bed, the room spinning slightly, and then I was in that bed, somehow, and I have a vague memory of him tucking me in, the covers tight round me, like swaddling clothes, then waking at a very hungover 6.30 a.m., to him sitting on the side, staring at me.
His smile was gentle. He took a stray piece of hair stuck to my face and tucked it into the rest, he trailed a finger down my arm; he said I looked beautiful. I felt amazing. I felt looked after, cherished – almost; he looked at me like I was a precious porcelain doll in a box. Something exquisite. Something delicate and breakable. No one has made me feel like that before.
‘I’ve got to go, I’m afraid.’
Salvi is grabbing briefcase, papers, keys.
‘Already? It’s not even seven yet.’
‘Big case on.’ Salvi comes over and plants a soft kiss on my lips. ‘Thank you for a fantastic night, though,’ he says. ‘No need to run off, stay as long as you like. Just let yourself out, the door will lock behind you.’
‘Oh, OK. Thank you.’
His gaze lingers on me. His eyes then flick over the breakfast bar.
‘Ah. There it is.’ He grabs his phone from beside me, half hidden under a napkin. ‘You haven’t touched this, have you?’ he asks.
‘Of course not! Why, you got something to hide?’ I joke.
‘No,’ he says quickly. ‘It’s been playing up, that’s all.’ His eyes soften. ‘I have to be careful with it.’
‘I promise I haven’t touched your phone,’ I say sweetly.
‘Bye,’ he says, with a grin, and with another kiss and a look that makes me feel treasured and special, he is gone.
‘Bye,’ I whisper, as the door closes behind him.