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Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Fiona Collins
  4. Dedication
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. CHAPTER 36
  41. CHAPTER 37
  42. CHAPTER 38
  43. CHAPTER 39
  44. CHAPTER 40
  45. CHAPTER 41
  46. CHAPTER 42
  47. CHAPTER 43
  48. CHAPTER 44
  49. CHAPTER 45
  50. CHAPTER 46
  51. CHAPTER 47
  52. Three Months Later
  53. Acknowledgements
  54. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Your mother. You live with your father and you’ve never mentioned her. Is she dead?’

‘No, she’s not dead. She lives in Sweden.’

‘Do you mind?’

‘No.’

I don’t want to talk about my mother. I want to concentrate on the way Salvi is looking at me. He’s looking right into my eyes. I notice flecks of navy and ochre in his eyes, fuchsia flashes reflected from a 2D woman doing the samba in the stained-glass opposite us. I feel half hypnotized. I wonder when he’s going to kiss me again.

‘You look beautiful when you’re angry.’

‘Oh, come on! You’re having me on! I’m not beautiful!’ I am pretending to be affronted now, as I’m not sure I am. I am tempted to be flattered, to believe his lie. And in approximately ten minutes, if I keep on drinking this cocktail, I will be drunk.

Salvi looks at me quizzically. He is smiling too, a smile I want to jump into and flail around in, for a while. ‘How do you feel about your birthmark?’

My head snaps back. I feel I’ve been come at with a red-hot poker. My hand involuntarily goes up to my cheek. Why is he interested in my birthmark? I trusted he could barely see it in this kaleidoscopic light, but he’s shoved it straight under the glare of a harsh bare bulb.

‘Do we have to talk about that? How do I feel about it? Good God!’ Now I feel angry and hot – the bloody thing is going to flare like a beacon under all my make-up. ‘I hate it! What do you think?’

‘What I think,’ he says evenly, ignoring my outburst, ‘is that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I think you’re beautiful. And it gives you character.’

‘I’d rather be character-less. Unnoticed. Character I’d rather not have, thank you very much.’ The prickles are up; they are bristling, ready to pierce something. First my mother, now this! I want to get up from his side and go.

‘I’ve upset you,’ he says calmly. ‘I was just interested. Look, let’s order another round of drinks. Please. Don’t be like that.’

He places his hand over mine again and turns to call a different waitress over. I am still smarting. I keep my other hand in front of my face, not touching it, though, as I don’t want any make-up to come off.

The waitress comes over. Salvi orders the same again. ‘I really like you,’ he says, as he turns back to me. ‘It was a stupid question. Please, let’s just move on.’

‘OK,’ I say. ‘We’ll move on.’ I can’t have this evening ending in disaster and disappointment again, I just can’t. ‘Honestly!’ I add, light as artificial air. ‘Just because you like being the centre of attention. Hot-shot barrister and unicyclist!’