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Chapters (64)
  1. FRONT COVER
  2. TITLE PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  43. CHAPTER FORTY
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  55. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  63. CHAPTER SIXTY
  64. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

The thing swelled up from a sea of itself, a great anvil-headed leviathan breeching to observe the world beyond the surface. It was colossal. The size of a battleship. Dark, almost black. No, wait, not exactly. Subtle waves of color coursed across its surface like an octopus in deep purples and blues. Eyeless, it watched us as we watched it. It lived as one, and yet was made of discrete parts, which also seemed alive; each moving independently of the whole while keeping its place in it – like cells. They were armored and scale-like, but heterogenous in shape, size, and motility. It was an individual and a colony – both it and they at once.78

Then it collapsed. Innumerable pieces poured to the ground like sand and scattered. They spread out around the newly transformed voidscull enclosure, rippling and frenetic; forming and dispersing, then congealing again. A new shape emerged, encircling us, but at a distance this time. It coalesced rapidly – near instantly – into a sculptural ring, studded with small projections. The speed at which these pieces moved was... I want to say, impossible. I spun around, trying to take it all in. It was huge, hundreds of feet in diameter. Fin-like structures erupted upward from the body of the ring, almost like spikes on a crown, their tips changing from black to violet, to hot pink. Pulsing. The fins tilted slowly inward toward the center of the ring, their points angling slowly down, down, toward our enclosure.

Cold overwhelmed me. Existential cold; the chill of death. I couldn’t feel my hands. And I couldn’t look away.

Sweat streamed down from my armpits. The sharpened fins continued their downward tilt. Was this some great device, the Scythin’s version of the neural dredge, that would hollow my brain and dissect it for its secrets? Anticipation built as the points took aim. A trapped animal, I panicked, spinning in circles, making strained pleas for mercy that froze at my lips. My core plummeted to ice. The display was a trespass, a finger that reached into the weft of my soul to pluck an uncanny chord.

My heart froze solid, halting my breath, and everything around me –

Patton, the enclosure, the megastructure, the great living sculpture – were obliterated by a burst of light. There was nothing but cold then, and a whiteness that was just as much nothingness as the purest black. Within this nothingness an image flashed. A great, devouring mouth that filled my heart with awe. I was being shown something I recognized but could hardly describe. A thing that transcended existence; a glimpse of... perfection.

I was seated against the wall when my vision returned to a very close view of Patton’s face. “I thought you shorted out, man.” He went in for a hug. I let him. “What was that?”

I was exhausted. My breath came short. But I knew the answer. I looked him in the eyes. “The Bloom of God,” I said.