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Chapters (64)
  1. FRONT COVER
  2. TITLE PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  43. CHAPTER FORTY
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  55. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  63. CHAPTER SIXTY
  64. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

I set the reflection to the side and caught the next as it traced across on the glass. I blinked the afterimage of the previous shape over it and flopped it around until I found an orientation that made sense. The two fit, like so many of the others. They had structure, completeness. But still no data. Nothing came of the glimmers even when the slices were overlayed. I tossed the pair and tried with another. I created couplings that had a quality of wholeness, yet they remained substantively empty. No scenes presented themselves. Nothing of the life of the person whose memories I now perceived.

I called them up more quickly, finding pairs, connecting them into larger components. With a heavy nectar habit and so many hours inside the machine, I retained the afterimages in greater detail than before, and began to lay pairs over pairs, soon discovering that those fit together too. Even as I lost touch with the components I’d built, I grasped upon a general understanding of a larger, but still data-free, structure.

It was sort of like Wheel of Fortune, where a contestant tries to guess a word or phrase while only being presented with some of the letters. The patterns and shapes displayed by the dredge was like being given a few of the letters to the larger puzzle. Early on, I didn’t understand what they meant or how they fit together. But over time they began to make sense. I was able to delineate how reflections were organized to form coherent groups – what would be the actual “words” on the gameshow. I came to think of these groups as modules.

Take, for example, the word “abduction.” At first, I needed the dredge to give me every “letter” in order to know the word. But now, with more time on the cord, I was adept at deducing the word without all the “letters”. I could look at a whole series of patterns and have one for every “letter” but the “o”, and guess the word, or module. Once I knew the reflection – or “letter” – that I needed to complete the “word”, so to speak, I could call it up and complete the piece. Soon, it got to the point that I no longer required every single reflection to complete the larger module. A few shapes – or “letters” – were often enough to dictate what the word would be. As I required fewer pieces, my work was easier, faster, and more intuitive. It’s that intuition part that finally breaks my game show analogy.93